I hate myself. I'm 32M. I was simultaneously dating three Japanese women for 2.5 years and I got caught by one who ended up texting all 3.One stayed with me but I absolutely hate the state of our relationship. It's constant bickering and complaining over stupid stuff. We haven't even had sex since all this happened 6 months ago.I deeply miss one and I should have made the courageous move to be only with her. Instead, I dangled everyone along for years. We lived together for 6 months without ever having a fight. I took her virginity and we would have sex everyday until this happened.I fucked it all up being a cheating POS. I've had a lot of experiences with Japanese women cheating on their partner with me, so I always took it as not a big deal in their culture.Please don't be like me, I'm miserable now and I think about her everyday.
go buy a body pillow
>>34707757Thanks, which one would you recommend?
>>34707751>I fucked it all up being a cheating POS.Yes. And it's important that you never stop feeling bad about this. Guilt and regret are the way you become a better person. Feeling like shit about what you did is what will stop you from ever doing it again. If you ever feel good about it, you'll start cheating again. So hang on to that feeling; that feeling is your friend; it will keep you straight. Find someone else, and don't make the same mistakes again.
>>34707751so what u lookin for?
>>34707751Don't hate yourself, just hate the path you took. Turn back and find the different path. You did wrong, your guilt is absolutely deserved and necessary. But do not despise the guilt, it is a teacher that helps you. It will show you how to find the better path. And y'know something bro I'm proud of you that you came to terms with this, it takes guts.
