I feel like everything is a humiliation ritual and if you aren't being played then you aren't going to score. Slowly accepting I'm just going to die alone at this point and planning my suicide at the age of 40 because fuck dying old.My personality sucks towards women, I joke way too much and I'm an asshole, every time they'd ask a question like "does this look good" I intentionally say "no" or in an instance where a female friend got a tattoo I'd ask her if she got that drunk or sober, to which she will answer "sober" then I say that she should be drunk more often, basically shit like that. I don't deny I am an insufferable asshole at this point but I cannot help it. I feel like I've been hurt a lot lol.Should I go to fucking therapy or something or is this irreversible?
>>34708330I think you can help it and that you can be less of an asshole if you try. I believe in you OP
>>34708330Not believing in love should not make you a nuisance. Love is abstract bullcrap. You can still be nice.
