I have a personal creative project that I work on for my own enjoyment. And while it is all for myself, I find myself a bit saddened that one one cares about it. Not even my girlfriend ever asks how it's going. I always imagined relationships to be as such where the couple works on stuff together, especially on shared creative projects. But reality is very different. I just do my thing alone.I should be happy to have her, but I still feel lonely. The idea of having a girl that matches your autism and she is very enthusiastic about your projects, well, I guess that's just a fantasy.
>>34709207Loneliness has nothing to do with your relationship with other people and everything to do with your relationship with yourself. The problem is that you're looking to other people for something you should have already found within yourself. No one else can complete you or give you a sense of fulfillment and satisfaction. Everyone is on their own when it comes to that.
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