Food and hunger really fucked up my lifeTo a point where i would go and order food via installmentsI actually owe tamara like 1700 riyals ( 475$ ) worth of food, and I've been dodging them since last DecemberAnd i only receive 840 riyals ( 475$ ) monthly, student stipendSo i can't pay that shit, and i started bingeing on all of that food just because i kept waterfasting for the last two months before DecemberI lost like 20kg in 2 monthsThe problem is that most of the time I'm alone, and I have ocd, very heavy variant of it, and i don't have anything to doI'm aiming to buy me a laptop next month, and i will create some beats in fl studio, music production will be the best cope i will get myself intoIt will keep me busy off food an risking my life getting fat againI'm actually on OMAD diet, I've been on it since the first of july, was 102kgNow I'm 96kgBut I'm pretty old and washed, twenty three years of age to be exact.
>>34714235Meet with the village kids. Their moms will feed you.
>>34714235Doesn't everyone in Saudi Arabia live off oil money neet-bux while bangladeshis do all the work?
>>34714497No.