not in a figurative way, but more literal, it has been eating away at me for years and i feel like i'm losing my sanity.i basically can't trust my own senses and brain, if i close a faucet i keep thinking maybe i didn't actually close it, so i keep looking at it to see if water is leaking, sometimes i keep looking for like 5 minutes.if i change a setting in a videogame i keep look at the screen to make double and triple sure that it's the actual setting, if i change the resolution i keep reading the resolution aloud multiple times to make sure i didn't mess up.i feel like i'm going insane and couldn't find similar situations by googling, it's so tiring because something as simple as closing a door at night becomes challenging since i can't trust that i actually close it and i often take pictures to calm down.
I'm no doctor but you may have obsessive compulsive disorder. I recommend watching a couple of documentaries on Youtube about this to get a feel for what it's about and where you could be headed if you don't get a grip on it. Then get medical assistance, which means psychotherapy and maybe meds. I hope you get better anon!
>>34715487>>34715547Anon pls respond with your thoughts. Don't just make threads and disappear.
>>34715487Keep that and add discipline in some area of your liking, that will make you great
