Yesterday I've had my homegirl come over and watch movies together while getting drunk, obviously we did not behave and we began cuddling (just some flirting prior to that) which eventually spiraled to touching each other and nearly having sex. The issue was that I had no condoms and I wasn't risking STD. She felt like it was one sided as she jerked me, I don't know how to feel about that as it definitely brought down my ego. Not to mention I felt absolutely nothing during all of that, no rush, nothing, just a boner with no desire to fuck her whatsoever, was it porn usage that ruined the experience for me?What's even funnier is that she's post breakup and she's texting another guy how she crushes on him meanwhile she was all over me the other night, she did not talk about this whole thing because obviously that would ruin her relation with whoever she's texting. I just feel like a convenience to her, someone to fuck in order to restore her own ego.Today when we woke up I hardly spoke to her, I felt so awkward and I feel like don't want to talk to her again.What do I even do this is so weird. I banged a girl in the past already but never really came from sex. It just doesn't feel special to me but I want it to be. Again could this be porn addiction?
>>34729000You gay nigga. Also the American education system has completely psyopped generations into thinking if you touch vagina you immediately get an STD. The real depopulation cause.
>>34729000>I just feel like a convenience to her, someone to fuck in order to restore her own ego.Welcome to the experience women have with you
>>34729038I fail to see how education system from overseas personally impacts me.>>34729045might be true yeah, I don't even know what I feel now
>>34729061>I fail to see how education system from overseas personally impacts me.First of all USAID pumped billions into foreign education over the years and also you catch it from other people around you who were brainwashed by the system. Like how my dumbass uneducated latina ex gf caught feminism from white college women. Just go touch vagina the chances of an STD are pretty low just go forth and impregnate.
>>34729000>Just a boner with no desire to fuck her whatsoever, was it porn usage that ruined the experience for me?Are you dense? You didn't enjoy the experience because there's no emotional connection, she doesn't have feelings for you as a person and that's why it felt cheap and empty. Feeling this isn't having the experience 'ruined'. She brought you a shit experience. She wanted to use you as a dildo and that's all. Retarded virgin guys will envy you for it and wish they were you though.
>>34729000>was it porn usage that ruined the experience for me?Probably.
>>34729000>I just feel like a convenience to her, someone to fuck in order to restore her own ego.What more do you want you fucking fruitcake?
>>34729000She might have an STD Probably not worth it How do you rate her from 1 to 10?
>>34729000>didn't bag a chickDid you cut her up and put her in the freezer then?Bag your women please it's bad to leave em running around causing problems for everyone.
>>34729000Idk dude sounds like she was ugly
>>34732876right?
So you both whored around to patch some perceived deficiency and it failed for both of you, one feeling one sided and the other feeling like a temporary rebound or something
