how fucked up is my brain if every night growing up when i put my head down on the pillow to sleep i pretended my hand was a gun, put it to my head, and pulled the trigger.
>>34735043Not very. That's pretty tame. I tend to fall asleep to fantasies of brutally murdering people who've wronged me.
>>34735043Well it certainly ain't good
>>34735043You should have no trouble sleeping.
A functioning brain telling you your life fucking sucks. Nothing fucked about a brain that's working.
>>34735043wow so crazy
>>34735043that's nothing i always imagined unsheathing my KA-BAR (i was dishonorably discharged from the USMC for being too brutal and uncompromising in my doctrine of total war) and stabbing it into my heart and twisting over and over so even if the doctors got to me in minutes it would be impossible to fix