>>34765925
So now get on with the job of living.

>>34765925
What exactly is the problem? Either get busy living or get busy dying.

Bump

>>34765925
Hit the gym anon. I'm not even joking

>>34765925
>added on that I'm so cowardly I couldn't even take my own life
This is irrational. Suicide is called the cowards way out because you choose to take your own life rather than live it out and deal with the consequences of your actions and the pain of living. All of my suicide ideation stemmed from the irrational idea that killing myself would be the solution to my loneliness and the mess I made out of my life. It isnt. It takes fucking balls to face the music and keep pushing even when it feels all is lost.
>so now what
It is all up to you. It took me a very long time to figure out what I find fulfilling in life. Pick up whatever hobbies or skills entice you and don't lose heart if you give up or if it isn't for you. I fucking love playing guitar and it is the only thing that keeps me sane. I dropped it 3 different times in the early stages before I stuck with it. I feel like many things in life are like that, you gotta bounce back instead of breaking. Live your life.

>>34765925
You're not cowardly to not take your own life. Think about it, if you're resisting that there must be a reason. Why don't you think the suicidal thoughts are wrong and your desire to live is the correct one instead of the other way around?

>>34765925
If you're not gonna get busy dying I guess you gotta get busy living

>>34765925
Buy a shotty
That’s fill proof

>>34769607
>>34765988
Hivemind.

>>34769728
Fagmind

>look in thread
>no real advice
>just platitudes
That's what they don't tell you. You call that number. You talk to that therapist. It doesn't matter. The thoughts don't go away. Not really. And in your mind you'll know the REAL selfish ones are those that told you not to jump. They've done their good deed and you were the unwilling target of a feel good story. The victim.

It's like when people say
>if you are unhappy when you're single you won't be happy when you find a gf
When you really look at all the mounting problems that drive you to the edge do you think they'll disappear simply because you didn't take the plunge? Sorry OP. You got fooled

>>34770718
Suicide is irrational it is better to live and suffer than it is to give in. Encouraging others to kill themselves or presenting it as a rational option is extremely fucking evil.
>uh life is so terrible because.... no gf... and people who tell you suicide is a bad option are lying
Put your money where your mouth is faggot. You know that dealing with the misery and loneliness of life is better than death. Otherwise you would have blown your brains out already instead of posting this. People like you who spread this cancer are fucking demonic, cowardly, and hyopcritical.

>>34772220
Know what? Yeah OP. The guy telling you to live and suffer is definitely the rational one.