I’m struggling with suicidal thoughts and it’s manifesting as anger issues I blew up at a manager at work today it’s a shitty highway fast food shop and I want to leave anyways but it’s not good that I can’t control myself and it makes me hate myself even more
Seek professional help man, its more helpful then most think it is. It takes alot to put up the hitch and admit you need help, but seriously seek a professional if you can.Heres an anime girl to brighten your path.
>>34767983Shitty fast food job man I can’t even afford better help I ride a bike to work
>>34768037Get a punching bad, or a metaphorical one. Vent all your anger at something else before you go to work or deal with people that make you mad. If you cant stop being angry just direct it at things that don't get you in trouble.
why do you want to kill yourself?
>>34768037If you can't do that, confide in a friend mate, and maybe find a better job you enjoy, cause it sounds like you don't like where you work right now.
>>34768037Look online if your local government or ngos have anything. Some subsidise therapy.
>>34768047A lot of reasons mostly how I never succeed at anything I try and being a queer diabetic with >>34768057 No friends.>>34768046See 4chan used to be my punching bag I’d come here to be mean to people I disagree with to get it out of my system but honestly it’s just a bad habit
>>34768149realize that you don't have to succeed at anything, it's pretty much all imposed by societyas long as you have food, insulin and shelter, you're good
>>34767943Advice. Try praying to god / Jesus. Remember to say thank you. Try meditation. Try banishing the thoughts. Just say I banish that thought. I’d give you more advice if I was certain. Worst case scenario you could pray to marbas for healing.
>>34768260Poverty isn’t worth it my nervous system is constantly jittering everyday is awful >>34768286I tired I went to crunch and wore a cross for a few months earlier this year it felt shitty having to hide that I’m gay I do TM too it’s just boring no matter what this life isn’t worth it
>>34768369>gayyeah its over for you lil nigga.
>>34768379I know
Best advice i can give is slowly take control of your thougts. it took me about two years to stop thinking about killing myself thousands of time a day. Watch comedy and funny podcasts. keep working hard and try to see a therapist to vent if not man up bitch and work harder so you dont think about it lol and get off toxic website like this one its for retards anyway
>>34767943You can simply take medications like SSRIs and perhaps benzos or barbiturates. Be careful with antipsychotics—most are garbage—though aripiprazole is an excellent one. If you don't have the money to book an appointment with a psychiatrist, you can buy them on the black market.
