They spilled antifreeze in the garage floor today and then told me not to leave the door open because the cat will get out so I left the door open and then they started walking slow towards their room, apparently didn’t hear me behind them and I told them to get out of my way. Just a moment ago I thought I heard a more feminine tone of voice in the living room, left my room to get a look at them and then opened the garage door to tammy with the gruffer tone voice again.

My charger is broken and my phone is almost out of battery. Not sure when I will be back.

I have a computer but it’s very slow. I’m concerned to use it because I don’t know if a hacker has linked my ip address elsewhere on either device and I want to ensure consistency.

feeling really lonely tonight.

>>34768446
Well now that you posted this he already has.

I'm surprised how quickly my phone permanently deleted your texts, but it's for the best they're forgotten. I guess that's it between us, since I'm certainly never reaching out to you ever again, and I'm pretty sure you'll never reach out to me. Thanks for the good times, and I hope you find happiness.

I feel like my life has been artificially and wickedly extended. I should have died in my childhood if not my adolescence, yet I am still not dead. Something has gone horribly wrong. All is nonsense.

>>34768446
your computer isnt necessarily slow, your software are
stop using the bloat
study just a bit about linux

i don't even know why i'm still alive

>>34768557
Because you matter.

maybe i don't even deserve a guy taller than 5'8 at this point

>>34768435
>>34768438
>>34768446
This is get it off your chest not blog about your boring autistic day you fucking faggot retard

I ate 130 grams of fiber today hmmm will I get another fecal impaction

life is never going to get better.

>>34768446
You ain't alone. Millions of people feel like they are being watched against their will.

>>34768465
Quit acting like Travis Bickle from Taxi Driver focusing only on the negative part of NYC. There's a lot of positive parts in this world. You just need to go after them.

>>34768578
There is no positive part of NYC, he got that part right

>>34768576
>>34768578
Sybau

U can actually tell that my posts are from iphone by the apostrophes. I'm posting on a mac mini now until further notice.

>>34768604
I find Apple Macs overrated.

Why do things have to be said when they can be very easily found out?
Why not assume every assumption about situation is immediately probably completely false upon thinking it?

I hope you sleep well, and are comforted. I’m not going to leave or hurt you. I’m sorry I haven’t been good enough to this point. My love for you is true. I wouldn’t have done this much for anyone else.

You’re not replaceable, nor do I want anyone else. I need you, us. You’re an integral part of our family, (us and humans).

I'm going to make one more stop by the police station soon and stop making posts about them unless it's to provide informative updates.

>>34768611
Something's are not easily found out. I didn't know how Colton harmed us until years in. I didn't do Anything wrong and neither did she. She was deceived and misled.

It will be nice to see her fall asleep on my chest finally. We deserve that rest , to sleep in each others arms.

FOR THE LOVE OF GOD WHY THE FUCK DID YOU THINK THAT WAS A GOOD IDEA?

>>34768637
I need an action from you that helps us. That's a step forward.

<insert call to violence here>

>>34768643
What happened

>>34768658
old news hopefully they dont think of doing it again (and again(and again))(like right now bc they dont feel the need to FIND SHIT OUT BEFORE FUCKING SHIT UP)

>>34768659
What happened tho

>>34768664
YOU CAN FIND OUT THO
YOU GONNA KEEP ASOOMING LIKE A RETARD?

>>34768676
Just say what happened

>>34768676
Did you really call the pigs?

>>34768690
NO RETARD
YOU WOULD HAVE KNOWN IF YOU FUCKING BOTHERED FINDING IT OUT(THROUGH THE FUCKING NORMAL MEANS)
CAN YOU EVEN SEE ME TYPING RETARD?

>>34768604
>>34768605
Keep that under your hat.

>>34768690
Please leave him alone. He's stressed and only wanting to unleash on this website since he's stuck in a hole.

>>34768696
Yelling a bunch does not aid in you being understood. Unless you plan on saying what you are talking about, best not to try to kick the hive. Alex is mentally ill and it sounds like he's about to snap most of the time.

>>34768696
Who is this for? Dont say retard

>>34768700
Is he a regular?

>>34768702
>>34768701
DONT YOU TWO HAVE BETTER SHIT TO DO THAN FUCKING UP LIVES WITH SHODDY HALF BAKED RESEARCH?
WHY DONT YOU FUCK UP YOUR OWN INSTEAD?

i hope i die in my sleep tonight and i see him one more time before i never wake up.

>>34768708
Oh alright this isnt for me. Carry on, schizo.

>>34768705
I don't know.

>>34768712
thank
>>34768433
DOES A NIGGA REALLY HAVE TO GO AROUND RUNNING LIKE A FUCKING JEVAHS WITNESS?

THE BLIND GUIDING THE BLIND LMAOOOOOOOOOO

>>34768698
Why?

>>34768717
What happened

Oh also I've been hearing what sounds like music. Can barely make it out. Not radio coming from turned off speakers but I couldn't seem to place it in the bedroom. Turns out the canopy I built over the bed using soundstage equipment the use at concerts is made of aluminum and the grating above is steel. So 2 different metals touch ,with one have a very large spanning dimensions which essentially acts as a am receiver and that turned into vibrations that the rest of the canopy is emitting.

It's the same idea as a crystal radio.

>>34768722
HOW QUICKLY THEY FORGET THE VERY FIRST THINGS THEY SEE

>>34768717
>blind guiding the blind
Isn't that you and all ur frens tho, anon?

It makes me so sad that ocd ruins everything especially what I care most about. It’s like I’m not allowed to enjoy anything or have peace.

>>34768726
Be more descriptive

>>34768723
Dis my post

>>34768708
No idea what youre on about.

>>34768728
>>34768731
YOURE BLINDER THAN THIS RETARD RIGHT NOW>>34768722 IVE ALREADY CONVERTED HIM

>>34768730
I wish you were here so I could teach you how to work through it and eventually remove it.

>>34768736
Please teach us

It hurts. Everything my my head and my heart hurts. I'm confused. I'm on pain. I'm scared on edge. It hurts and I want to forget need to forget

>>34768787
>he doesn't know

I canr do it memories brain keep bringing it all all up whispering "he doesn't want you look at all of this proof"

And the pain. And proof
Trump's everhthjng
Overwhelsmms

I'm glad I'm not like some couples in this world that have a me against the world mentality or even parents or teachers. Got tired of that. As I get older I find people are better than what everyone makes them out as. Either that or more peacefully alone than most people.

Last time i tried to find the picture of my social security card in the archive i couldn't find it. It's possible that I was not granted the ability to do so but i know i at least attempted to post it. I believe that I did get a ban that day with the red message at the bottom of the post box that said "you were warned".
I'm also going to start typing "you" instead of "u" now that I am on keyboard.

>>34768816
Okay that goes a bit too far. Even I wouldn't do that.

>>34768829
Desperate circumstances call for desperate measures.

Yes, I have moved on from you already. It really was that easy for me.

I'm not mr. perfect and that quite literally does ruin everything.

This is fucking bad I can't think my mind is completely and utterly shattered. It just self imploded on itself trying to find the fastest way for self destruction. I am so afflicted, so cursed, it's not bearable. I can't live without my distractions it's like I'm in hell demons speaking to me, enemies hidden, and subliminal messages from the universe telling me I'm being watch. I'd tolerate it all if my mind was working but it's not I can't have a cohesive thought when I'm not reading or typing. Funk fuuuuuck FUUUUCCCCKKKK

I want to be sound of mind again dammit fucking shit. Everything is so absurdly evil in my head

I just can't be loyal to one person. It's time for me to just accept that this is who I am

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>>34768433
Google poses risks primarily through AI Overviews providing inaccurate health and child safety data, massive personal data tracking, and automated background installations.

>>34768774
I wish I could but it takes direct communication and despite wanting to help you feel better, I'm not going to lord healing over someone, and I think it is best I stay loyal to maria and not stray.

>>34768791
You were responding to a girl you demoralization asshat

>>34768895
Garbage person. Then you don't have true love for the other.

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>>34768957
I won't argue and I won't give any sympathy to Colton for the harm he has caused maria and I.

Instead I leave it to god to take action in as he has told me he is

God keeps his promise he made me. I'm satisfied with that.

It hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts

I fell for basically every single BPD/NPD manipulative tactic in the book.
Good lord, I'm a shell of my former self.
>breadcrumbing
>intermittent reinforcement
>negging
>DARVO
>gaslighting
>triangulation
>love and sex bombing
>silent treatment
>invalidation
>idealization followed by invalidation
>rejection followed by hoovering and future faking

Starting to think others are you again I can only hear hurt and goodbyes and fuck yous

If you're free of me you keep everything else, save face with family and friends and colleagues, the public

Don't be mad pelas e

I dislike the namefag known as "Zach"

I really am trying pelas e understand please don't me mad

I’m not mad, little one. I get it. The others aren’t me, and I love you. You for you. Need you. Need to lay next to and keep you safe.

I want to hold you. It’s not right that we’re apart. Had a dream there was a zombie apocalypse and I saved you and we stole a car from these australians that wouldn’t give us a ride. Then you were looking at your ex’s switch account and it made me angry and sad.

I know it’s hard for you too. I really do understand. I’ll protect you; shield you with all I am from them.

>free of me
Of all the restrictions imposed on me, that’s the most tortuous. I love you and want to live with you and be one with you. I want you so deeply. Want you to sleep on my chest and in my arms, only.

I’ll fawn over you this weekend.

Anyone who said "I get more bitches than you" have a muh dik mindset

Baby, please be ok. Know I love you. Need you.

>>34769213
Fuck off nigger

Finally thought I had someone...but she ended up kinda ghosting me...been a week since she last texted me.

>>34768433
I'm so tired of dealing with you disgusting people. You all talk about "family" and "loving each other" but in you're nothing but a bucket of crabs. It's insane to me how some people just love, and I mean love to watch each other fail in life before spouting that bullshit.

Deez

Drained. Clouded. Unraveling. I'm trying to hold it together. Weekends don't feel real. Nothing does, the past, the past 5 minutes, a dream I'm already forgetting. Sorry to worry you, put more on your shoulders.

>>34769216
Get raped and die

>>34769002
Yeah Coltons conniving manipulative lies. As long as she knows me, our truthMyMariaMyMike

I am struggling in my daily life knowing that Zachposting has ruined this board and killed it.

It’s ok little one. I’m accruing stories to tell you for the weekend. It’ll be fun! Gifts to look forward to for them! You’ll like them too, I’m sure.

well that's not a good sign

>>34769294
Is this about your daughter anon or your lil gf?

>>34768433
I had an awful dream about the abuse I suffered at the hands of my old sis and i think it was due to therapy. My therapist was really disrespectful and kept trying to pry into a memory i kept telling her over and over i was not comfortable talking about yet (we're on meeting three so we need to develop some repour before we dig into a memory that intense) and me thinking about it leaked out into my dreams.

I dreamt I was in that horrid room at that horrid party. That room i died in, i never walked back out of it. I was there again. I saw the bed where it all happened and i felt my sister smiling at me from the corner. I didn't have anyone doing anything to me in the dream as it was in my memory, but i felt my sister's smile and that bugs me as much as the memory itself. Why the fuck did she smile at me while she was watching it all happen? Was she trying to be reassuring? Was she getting pleasure as she watched, i literally thought she loved me. That dream chilled me to the bone and nothing sexual even occurred in it, all I felt was a smile in the darkness as i cowered next to the bed. This is why you don't try to force open a box that isn't ready to be opened, now my whole day is going to be anxiety that i'll struggle to keep subdued.

Why did my therapist want to know the details so bad??? Why would anyone, this is all horrific. I fucking died in that room, I can't fucking leave it no matter how hard I try and fuck does it hurt. A teenager lost everything. Fucking. Everything. Soul, spirit, happiness, and all that was left was an emotionless husk who can't emotionally bond with others. Fucking shit dude. My sister loved me.

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>>34769273

my life isnt worth living.

It'll be longer this time too, right? Maybe that will help? It always just feels like a dream I'm not sure happened.

fuck you for not talking to me and ignoring me. ill fucking call you and send you a bunch of texts if i have to. lame ass bitch, fuck you. handsome missing teeth meth head ass fuck.

Trying to hold on to the hope that this will all be over soon. At least, the worst part will. The fallout might be life-long I guess. But I can't bring myself to think about that. Brain stuck in the current and past pains

ur so pussy you cant even tell me that you dont wanna talk no more. haha youre a fucking joke. wasting my time and shit, you fuck.

I'm so tired. Can't sleep. Not allowed. Or unable.

The jannies are laughing at all of you and op is a faggot

fuck you fuck you fuck you ima blow up your phone.

>>34769708
Lol

>>34769726
im so pissed at this mf right now.

Stretched too thin. Keep getting sick.

They fucked me up. I'm not ok. The only reason I can imagine why people would let this happen, especially for so long is because they think i'm lying and pretending or they think i deserve it but I am not lying or pretending and I certainly don't deserve this horrific reality.

It doesn't seem like the world won't believe me enough to make any difference until i kill myself.

>>34769738
You can't do shit kek

Once i survived for about a year after the house fire I began to believe that I was mistaken about freemasons and illuminati but if they are in charge of the police like i had always suspected then they're likely about as fucked up as i had always worried about.

I will do my commitments I will leave town and never let you guys waste my time again. It's been over 10 years and I never felt close to anyone. I never trusted you and I realized I shouldn't have. It's all a lie.

wasted my life

I love you. Sorry you’re not feeling well. I’ll snuggle you. Could get a bigger place this weekend and let you sleep alone while I watch.

>>34769828
i aint even talking to you. i dont know you, and you dont know me.

>>34769848
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4YFu4dvMHHY&list=RD4YFu4dvMHHY&start_radio=1

The mental health issues in the U.S. in general are getting to be unbearable and in certain places with elevated problems, it feels like you’re in an open air prison/mental asylum more often than not. I don’t mean mild stuff either. I mean full blown criminal insanity. I’m really not sure what the move is other than to actually physically move.

>likely
Possibly

>>34769913
Anon you need to see that some people with mental issues want to be your friend and on your side more so than you think. OCD is a serious mental health issue too okay? Don't go all OCD on things because the world ain't perfect and I know it ain't, but it could be a hell of a lot worse.

>>34769913
I think normal people are getting nastier and ruder too. Everyone's so clearly on edge right now.

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>>34769924
I try holding hope that it isn't true. As if they didn't stand by and watch Epstein take part in the crimes that were charged, letting it happen. I don't know what to believe.

Get off the dope, faggot.

Man up sissy

Bigger place or not is up to you. Might be nice if it's for longer I guess. Doesn't really matter though, it's temporary

>>34768433
Failed my car exam and I has a violent crash out, crying, screaming, 4 days later I lose the highest paying job I've ever had.
And yet I feel relieved? What's going on here?

>>34769994
Beats being the starving homeless kid in India who lost everything who has to resort to spit shining shoes to make enough money to get some food.

>>34770037
>muh heckin bharatinos
Die, you retard

I just want to disappear in *good* dreams for once. Without having to wake up. I want to lay on you and do nothing at all. Just talk and talk and talk at me so I can relax. Lay. Drift.

I HATE HATE HATE WOMEN SO GOD GOD GOD DAMN MUCH FUCK FUCK FUCK NIGGERNIGGERNIGGER

If a bigger place would make things easier go ahead and book. I’ll pay later.

I need to hold you. Withdrawals are bad.

Want some shrimp pasta? The kitties ate the remaining crab with me.

The large one is so needy today omg

it's over.

Withdrawals bad yes. Pain. Empty.

I was feeling bad but then I remembered how happy I was when I held your hand. We get to do that again soon.

I was looking for a job and then I found a job and now I’m under federal investigatiooooooon

i dont know how to move on.

Soon. Keep repeating that to myself. Trying to ignore how long the days are.
Cheaper this weekend for a longer stay, it seems. Bigger =/= better. Always hard away from regularity. It'll get better.

I think im finally starting to build some self respect in spite of my small penis

>>34768836
slut

its so over, i give up.

One night my brother and I were heading to the city on his bike. On the road we saw a bike accident, it had just happened, and one of the woman who was uninjured was acting hysterical and her friend was telling her everything was fine. The two men on the other bike were injured, one of them was on the road, twisted and bleeding from his face, his bike was crushing him so my brother and I took it off him. And soon enough lots of people gathered in a blink of an eye. We saw the second man who was injured, he was in the grass, both his arms twisted and limp, his face looking around confused and not uttering a single word. The next day I was at the gym, and everyone was talking about that accident, apparently the woman responsible was also there. I told the people I was there and she had twisted the story completely by that point, told everyone she helped the injured men, and gathered people and got them to the hospital, I didn't say a word and stopped talking about it.

she does meth. they both do. they dont know that i know

>>34770037
Why are you recalling the plot of slumdog millionaire to me?

i wish i could talk to him again.

They're very needy today too. Challenging. Tired.tryimg

>>34770414
I'm right here

>>34770390
This but unironically

You kissed me so many times, and yes I was in love with you too. But I also felt scared of you, I wished everyday that we could just run away from this place. But you didn't want to run, you didn't care about that. And you didn't care that I was scared. Some days I get sick thinking that my fear was the reason why we kissed and got close. Did you really love me? Did you really want me to feel this way? That night, I was terrified of you.

>>34770288
Tell them to fuck off
>so anyways, I started shooting

>>34768433
A conversation I had with my mom this morning turned into an amusing joke:
I told her how in the past two months I was ghosted by seventeen women. She replies: "What do you need seventeen women for? Pick one."

Hey M, if we started it all again, think it could work out?
A

Urmmmmmmm blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I am so sleepy

Want a monster, shame the shops are all closed at this hour. Will have to check the vending machines.

i am having sad and scary thoughts

>>34770565
You're worth it.

I do love you. I want you to be content. I worked hard for that. It was a stressful time, you contributed to that, sure. But that doesn’t make you evil, or all bad, or a drain or whatever else you say about yourself when you’re feeling down. You’ve a man who won’t abandon you even at the cost of everything. It’s because you’re you, and I love you. I want to protect that girl I met, and I will.

You’re doing a great job. We found a green ball today and someone was ecstatic about it.

>>34770567
i dont feel like i am. i really want to give up.

>>34770571
I know, but don't. Your life matters.

>>34770574
thank you <3 id hug you if i could.

I know. And I don't want that effort to be or feel meaningless. I really am trying. Can't help but feel like you settled. I feel bad for both of us, for that.
In 3.

It’s fine. I enjoy you resting on me, in a room of any size. If you feel indebted you can always work to pay it back, and rest as long as you need on me. No interest, no charge, not Jewish. This is love, little one.

I want to pulse inside your throat again now. Taking pre definitely got me in the mood given what I want to do to you as well.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZGXzeoparuo

You'll have choice of room to do that in now.

Hehe. Snuggled in every room. Carrying you like a princess and kissing you. Want shrimp? Crab has been devoured by little mouths.

i get so offended and easily triggered by things friends say. i cant keep them cause i end up not wanting to talk to them anymore. this is so miserable. im so lonely, i just want friends. i wish i were not this way.

If it makes you happy. Hard to eat or want to eat. Can cook there. I'll download that movie.

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Did someone say shrimp? Crab?

That’s how they act.

Okie, if cream is on sale I will get it. If not I’ll order stuff for us!

Littéralement nous

>>34770727
Into the room with you

The literal powwows across the street are getting old

No earthquakes today?

Why do people pretend 4chan was ever good? This site's always been full of trolls and shitposters. Pretending this site was ever a place for serious, high-quality discussion is cope.

waiting for my pen to charge, so i can look at our pics and cry.

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>>34770727
No, I said crimp

>>34770769
Some of us had good experiences here.

my PENIS is IMPORTANT

>>34770889
To whom?

>>34770889
Probably every anon’s thoughts after they start potting training.

Literal powwows

Like actual ones or drunken aunties?

Actual ones, drums and heya-hoya-ing and all
Entirely coincidental increase in police sirens immediately afterwards

Fuck id crack up so fast. If we were together we could take turns attending. That’ll be in the future.

I want, feel the need, to keep asking why, why, why, but I know the answers won't heal any of the hurt. Maybe it will make it worse. What if I always feel sad and let down and hurt by these things forever

All I fucking want to eat all day every day - if I want to eat at all - are buffalo wings

You may give me the answers a few times over, but eventually you'll snap and get mad at me, be harsh, feel criticized and like I'm holding a grudge, and lash out

>>34770723
Your ego is the problem. The good news is it's completely illusory. Start a serious meditation practice and transcend this delusion of self importance.

I'm gonna go read Urantia.

It might make me sad, frustrated even, but I won’t be mad. You’ve every right to be hurt, and yet you still wanted me, chose me, made me feel whole.

I can only hope and work towards doing that for you.

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I don't know what I live for and it bothers me a lot and makes me want to induce harm to myself. My situation has no reason to change in a good way any time soon, it hasn't changed for ages, and the only thing I have to look forward to is the threat of being sent off to a desert in which my flesh will be shredded off me for people who hate me to annihilate whatever future there was I actually stood for by the belly of the beast itself. What will help me with this frustration?

I'm pathetic
And I have an antipsychotic now too

It's not for me × 20

When am I going to hear from you maria?

>>34771162
This to me?

Maria, I hate looking on 4chan every day to see if you wrote to me.

Add me on discord, let's go forward

I just want to make my own pocket Universe and just sit there watching all the media available in every Universe. Including some faithful lots of hours ones that won't be released except for there. I'll be all alone.

I hate feeling alone.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jpOoQUDRZkE

Pain changes the heart but only if you have one to begin with...

Holy fuck Wes Watson content is really underrated and he's a lot smarter than what people give him credit for. People think he just shouts get fit, but if you look deeper in his videos it has more to do with being able to face your problems head on bravely, and each video he structures you out of your fears from facing the problems head on.

I think my mom is looking at my posts

>>34771594
Hi anon's mom. He's alright. He just collectively has his moments like most people. If anything this part of the website is like a lobby in his Modern Warfare game. Peace and make sure he has therapy and takes his meds to be healthy on the net since it is seriously out of my hands.

Just like a party.

Please God, bring me home now

No one cared. And it's not the first time. I need to keep a lot more things to myself.

>>34771734
No, you need balls. Because this is something that would happen had it been you been a death metal singer.

>>34771734
A lesson I've learned far too late. "We just want to help" is a fucking joke and a lie.

>>34771734
Didn't seem like you could be talked out of feeling the way you feel.

>>34771751
GAY

I asked you in an email I sent you as well. I'm tired. If youre done then let me be done.

Wish I could just crawl into bed next to you. You'd open your arms to welcome me, that spot on your chest calling.
More nightmares of you trying to strangle or kill me, sneering and laughing as I cry and open up my wrists

>>34771910
I wouldn't do such things.

I can’t sleep well without you. My body and soul yearn for you, the only rest I get comes from the assurance that this state of being won’t last forever, that I will hold you tightly each week.

Dark is the night.

Keep going, J. You're going to make it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iWGk53PDHQk

I saw evangelion at theatres this month I walked out after death cause I realized I already watched it. I love my lil redhead lover :]
>>34770547
Heh

I will love you with my Eternal Heart, I just wish I wasn't just an option...

The redhaired girl actually shows up sometimes I'm not complaining
Everyone else doesn't
Maybe Helen lol not sure

I don't want to have options. Technically I don't, I'd like to think it was just you and me in hs in the hospital like the anime I think it is.

What anime was that? Our own or something they were given?

Shinji wouldn't kiss asuka but if asuka would find a sexy Angel older than her In the bed they'd fuck

Sen is a failed chad or washed up chad Colin is a brad , funny

Fuck AI man
Being pressured into using it more and more at work and I absolutely hate it.
I admit that part of it is me just being stubborn and opposed to the new thing, but it just feels so fundamentally wrong to interact with a machine in such a "fuzzy" way, making up a prompt, hoping it interprets it correctly and coaxing it towards the result you want. Not to mention I'm pretty sure using it just fries your brain, I might not give too much of a shit about my workplace, if they're fine with half my results being AI slop that's their problem, but giving me the habit that every problem is just one prompt away feels like it could be devastating to my personal live aswell.
Imagine your workplace would force you to watch short form content or smoke a cigarette every day, that's how this feels

>>34771734
>I need to keep a lot more things to myself
sounds like a therapist might help, at least it did for me.
If they're accessible and affordable wherever you live, that is

I often joke about the Greek zodiac cause I've had sex with Virgos too many times. I have never been with a Gemini at all

>>34771960
What's the last name initial?

>>34772115
GEMINI RAPIST. After whiplash from SAGGITTARIUS

The only time a male has fucked them all and keeps a harem is if he's an alpha chad and they're all beckies, no stacies.

None of this means anything. Things just happened and I happen to be there to experience it. The pain had no meaning. The fear had no meaning. The anger had no meaning. Love had no meaning. I didn't grieve. I don't know how. I'm done. There is nothing to understand or feel.

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This is the ultimate Becky. She is cute and a little attractive and has a very feminine jaw. Chads massive cock gets hard being 6'2 and into the world cup he will breed this slampig to eternity cause she is very feminine and cute. Just copy and paste Becky here and this is chads rotation basically.

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Who are you trying to understand? What are you trying to understand?

See Beckie gets horny if you call her pretty, Stacy might spit on you if you're not on her level. But Beckie RAPES if you are a chad at 6'2 and say I love you. Stacy only loves the "loser comedian," bonus points if that omega comedian is kinda hot but you will never have a Stacy (8/10) harem IDC who you are

I'm greedy, the weekends have become a bare minimum to survive, and can only look forward to when your shackles are shed and every day is an option.