-be me, kinda have moments-could hide them good for a while-work life is getting frustrating, private life aswell-have thoughts of strangeling and just killing people, calling every person a maggot-I am also a maggot trying to strangle other maggots-Playing a game some minutes ago, raging a bit, my friends know me as a goody two shoes, happy go lucky guy-Start saying to my characters ingame "I am going to fucking kill you, strangle you, fuck rng, fuck my life" yada yada and just in general repeating phrases of killing them in some different ways-Spouting nonsense while everyone is quiet, leaving vc because of how insane I soundedI am right now writing still kinda in this "mindset". There are times where I am stable and times where I am unstable, but right now it's getting too often for my taste. Do I need better free time or should I get professionel help? Sadly professionel help is kinda difficult because of my work schedule but yeah I don't like when I go delulu and think about killing myself again or just going frantic in general
Btw I am diagnosed with ptsd, mild depression and panic attacks
>>34770295Nah man, sounds pretty normal as long as you aren't hitting people and smashing stuff in real life.
>>34770300I diagnose you as a douche
>>34770295>Be OP>Can't even fucking greentextHoly fucking newfag. OP was born yesterday he's such a newfag.
>>34770511Lmao this is his real problem, lurk more OP
>>34770295If you are unstable for prolonged periods (say, 10+ hours) where your mood and personality is very different than normal, you probably should see a doctor about that
