its my first time here idk i js wanna talk abt how im sick in the head, like, i wanna be in a relationship SO badly, but not in a normal one, i wanna be sickly in love w/ someone and that someone to be sickly in love w/ me, idk if they would abuse me, hit me or stuff, im kinda into that, i just want someone, i would block everyone just to have someone to like me back and do sick things w/ me, like cutting, starving, smoking and a lot more, uggdhgsdgsh im touch starved, attention starved and i dont have ANYONE UHGGHHSGDHG bye ig :3