>Be me Female>Dad is a meth addict >When I was teen and would get in trouble he'd beat my ass, legs, and lowback with a belt>He would make me pull down my pants and panties when he was done>Check to see if it's red enough to his liking >I developed some weird kink/fantasy surrounding this>Sometimes think about if my dad had taken advantage of me>Desperately crave someone to do this to me>What the fuck is wrong with me
Go on, go fuck your dad
>>34774597Probably time to see a therapist. Sexuality is definitely a deluge of weird but this isn't healthy.
>>34774597>Be me Femalesure
just go to /d/ and see the fucked up fetishes people have. i think a lot of women have taken advantage of fantasies. im sure the origin story isnt pretty either.if you need any therapy or help its for what your dad did, and mainly to make sure you're not looking for unhealthy amounts of validation from a relationship that might mimic what happened in the past.Probably something to journal about to make sure you aren't lowering your standards in life.
>>34774628pretty much every girl i've been with has had "wants to be tied up" as the minimum. i've come to expect "abuse" to be one of their turn ons. the world really has become porn.
>>34774597Read freud. What happened is not your fault.
>>34774636
Don't ask the people here as they'd try to screw with you. Probably better with your best friend you knew since college.
>>34774652shut up faggot. the chart i dropped had the evidence that people have fucked up fetishes. i have fucked up fetishes. im not sharing jane austen chronicles with society on how they came to be.their best friend will give a bunch of vacuous you go girls and switch to talking about bobba tea. we're giving the cold hard facts you faggot cock smoking carebear
>>34774597That's a vanilla tier kink today, I wouldn't worry about it. If you want to engage in it then basically any older man will happily do it with you.
>>34774628>teens under 18 at 25%There's a war going on right now because men don't want to admit it.
>>34774935It's interesting because it has a mid strength bias towards men, I would have expected it to be higher. Also a big difference between under 18 vs prepubescent.
>>34774953>teens
>>34774597OP is a male virgin recounting his favorite masturbation fantasy
Just accept you find it hot, it doesn't need to be a big deal