I've tried so many things and I don't know what to do. I'm constantly thinking about suicide. I tried making more and more friends until I became isolated and stayed home, even though some people tried to help me, but I don't understand them. What should I do? I wanted to share my story...This has been happening for years But yesterday, my thinking was excessive; I felt I wasn't well
>>34783521why do you want to die so bad?
>>34783529i feel. i cant find someone understands me
>>34783533are you a man or woman? i need to know which difficulty setting god has given you.
>>34783535male
>>34783538i see. you've chosen nightmare difficulty.how close have you ever gotten with a woman?are you decent looking?
>>34783543i dont even care about having a girl friend. when i share what i like with people i trust or people i was hang out with i get the same respond "are u okay?" "weird vibe"and other bullshit
>>34783549do you care about having friends? Like are you wanting to find a group to hang out with?what type of people are you hanging out with?seems like you need to be more with people that are rougher around the corners.
>>34783556i start feeling i dont need to go out with people. these weeks i just stay at home and share my ideas on 4chan thats make me better now i feel im talking with a person who want to help me
>>34783561have you considered trying one of the 4chan groups like on /vg/ for gaming? there's groups for dungeons and dragons on tabletob. vrchat has watch parties and shit. pretty sure there's the same for anime and other shit.you can meet people on /soc/.i'd jump around the other boards to see if you can find a group/person you can match with.
>>34783572oh i always stay at boards like paranormal activity random or political incorrect i will try boards you tell me about and thank you i realy need that conversation
>>34783583based on my couple times in the vrg i dont think most anons mind people talking about dark subject matter, so you should be in good hands.good luck
>>34783595okay
>>34783521You need to change your perspective on life. Try zooming out and take a look around