My life is cooked. I'm in my mid-30s. I have zero friends or social life. No woman has ever been attracted to me. I live alone. Life is totally over in that regard and I have accepted that I'm a totally ugly subhuman that will never experience what all 20 year olds take for granted.I have a totally pointless low work deadend work from home job that pays around £75k but which I am considering leaving because it has zero advancement. If I left I'd have to move cities, either to London, where I'd live in a shitty flat, or another city, where I wouldn't even have anywhere cool to walk during weekends and where I'd feel like a failure. I don't have the people skills to get promoted anyway, so I'd probably make a mistake by leaving.I have no hard technical skills or manual skills. 25 year olds in San Francisco start companies worth billions while I rot in Britain. People had "the university experience" and I was a friendless loser all throughout.I went on a few holidays in the past year and have a few more cities to see but after I see Tokyo, that will be it. Everywhere is the same.I am too ugly and non-charismastic and autistic to succeed in social media or politics or anything. I am a voiceless slave. Both my parents passed away in prior years and I have zero care for other people.All large scale social movements and trends and discourse feel like ant herds. I'm too smart to believe in any philosophies or religions. All that shit is in-group signalling. I literally cringe when seeing white people (Americans online) talking about "the church". It's 2026 and you're acting like a 1300s villager, grow up. You're supposed to have a 100 IQ.
>>34784902>I went on a few holidays in the past year and have a few more cities to see but after I see Tokyo, that will be it. Everywhere is the same.Did you have any luck with local women during your travels? If so, maybe consider teaching English in some shithole.
>>34784902So.... What do you want advice with? I tried to look through your entire text for a single question mark to avoid having to read your insufferable yapping, but I couldn't find a single one.
>>34784902No woman will ever love you anon, 90% of women out there do not love their man, they don't know how to love anyway; they only tolerate him as long as he provides.Learn to be stoic and get by without their fake and subpar love therefore about 90% of women should be invisible to you. Rise up above your biological programming.Take care of your health anons and find distractions to help pass the time, that's all most people do anyway, the difference is they do it with somebody so time spent together flows differently. It's merely an illusion though
>>34784902Bro, I'm mid 30s, work at a thrift store (I actually enjoy this job though) with no friends or social life.I maybe don't feel as bad because I interact with people at work. Maybe that's what you need to do. Maybe volunteer at your local thrift store.But I dunno man, how do I land me one of these work from home jobs with out any network?
>>34784908>>34784931>>34784943>>34784999It's a spammer. Move on.
>>34784902yup. op hasn't responded to anyone. time to move on
>>34784908I didn't talk to anyone on my holidays.
