22m, treated as a lolcow for my entire life. really just feel like giving up completely. never had any real friends, can't make any, don't know how despite repeated attempts. i always end up a loser to be mocked and ridiculed. been a neet for the past 2 years or so. bad anger issues and learned helplessness i guess. i'm very bitter and jealous of other people, have been since i was a kid.
Simple, you don't.Mind mentioning your height and if you're a fatty? It will help figuring out how long you'll have to workout to have a decent physique.Also, don't be nationalist or any kind of socialist, there is no nation that loves you back the same way you do if at all and society only wants to use and abuse you; you have to get it or you'll remain their little plaything, risking the same torture you did until now. Only ideology you should have is "dont tread on me" as it's neither extreme nor forceful onto others, at least until you find something better.How religious/spiritual are you?What race/color are you?
>>34837180therapy was invented for people like you, the faster you go the faster you'll begin getting a grip o life and what you were doing wrong will become clear.
>>34837299the rapists are for fags and foids
>>34837225i'm just a fairly average looking white guy. not really spiritual beyond a bit of random voodoo bullshit i learned from /x/. i used to be more muscular but it didnt really help with my problems so i'm thin now, people are a bit nicer though now, i guess out of pity since i seem more harmless. I'll try to stand up for myself but so many things have happened in the past that im now firmly cemented as a "bitch," i wanna hurt these people but i just cant think of any ways that wont land me in some form of trouble. i also just cant let go of things and bad events repeat in my mind almost 24/7 no matter what i do.>>34837299therapy doesnt really change the fact that those who have it out for me still exist and could just randomly make my life more difficult, i try to minimize my exposure to the outside world but you cant live like that forever.
>>34837299nta. i went to therapy and regarding this i got told i'm very polite, nothing else, nada. therapy ended, i still don't know how i act wrong specifically. i always tried to be friendly, and now i also keep in mind to have a strong self of self and try to tell funny stories sometimes not just mostly listening, but it hasn't helped at all.i think some people simply have something inherently repulsive in the way they act and move and that makes most people avoid being friends with them. just sitting in a highly controlled environment talking to a therapist won't fix that, and you can't ask anyone how you should act differently because they never have any answer.
>>34837180Make yourself good, and you'll attract good people. Bitterness, anger and jealousy are traits that will drive good people away. You'll also be more self reliant and happy in general if you get rid of your negative attributes.
>>34837558>those who have it out for meare you part of mafia? no? good news: you can literally 360 and walk away anytime you wish.I also started with a random crowd of acquaintances, some of which proved to be shitty people. I stopped talking to them and we are not in contact anymore. It left me with maybe 20 trusty, great friends some closer, some more distant, none in any way menacing. New friends show up in the picture from time to time, old friends sometimes fade into their own busy lives.you live in an imagined hell that can be exited in a second>>34837570you went to a bad therapists. regretfully, there are many. I've been to bad therapy beforehand as well, but i also know a lot of people who were genuinely helped. >>34837360op is always a fag
>>34837558>i also just cant let go of things and bad events repeat in my mind almost 24/7 no matter what i do.Same, though you should put some (silly) music to drown out the thoughts, they're counter-productive and pay 0 rent while giving negative xp.Since you're a skelly, you should start eating a lot lot, get round like a strongman and hunt for other strongmen to befriend and have your own strongman social circle where there are no egomaniacs, sociopaths, psychopaths and spiritual niggers (if dey skin be black, but dey soul be white, dey be good men, I tell ya bruda, I tell ya!).Normies VILL attack you for the most bullshit of reasons, try to figure out counterattacks to make them shut the fuck up and leave you alone. Try something along the lines of "why do you run your mouth so much near me? is it a signal that you want something to fill it? you're too broke to afford candy or what?" then, when they say "I'm not broke wtf wdym" you tell em "then shut up and leave me alone".Main priority is thoughts, drown them out, retardmax, thoughts are for women. Elisha Long, based lad.So don't forget to fill your head with preferably silly music, no shitty "b-b-buh I wuv you!!!" bs of any kind, no "love" songs at all, no bitches at all, no nothing, pure silly, like "Mod on /sp/" or Sneed parodies or silly music to infiltrate area 51 to, you get the point.GLHF and try to not die, peace!
>>34837971It's 360 and moonwalk away you dumb cunt.
>>34837180Ask them, this is important, you must smile to them while you ask ¿Do you hate me?
