For some God forsaken reason im still in love with a girl that doesn't love me back or atleast with how she made me feel. It's been a year now since we have last spoken. Thing is, it's sure that she doesn't want anything to do with me, why? Maybe because im a clinically depressed and love-deprived psycho who can't let go of a feeling no matter how much he tries. Shit is awful, i've tried going on dates with other girls, tinder and other dating apps (they're shit. Don't use them), tried improving myself, getting into other hobbies, currently trying to study more for college and shit, and it sometimes works. Still, the feeling of emptiness and longing for affection returns eventually and fucks me up. I tried reaching out to friends, but they can't help me at all, one of them is a friend of the girl and i presume she thinks im a fucking obsessive freak who should be put into a mental institution. Even my therapist (haven't reached out to my psychiatrist yet and i don't know if it's a good idea anyhow) doesn't know how to help me with this. Right now im just thinking of confessing at my local parish before filling myself up with booze and ending it all. Maybe i'll go to hell, maybe not, but i can't keep living like this anymore, it's torture. Im only posting here because no one in my circle fucking cares or can do anything and they'll probably ostracize me for being crazy. At least here i'll get called a slur or something and it will be genuine. Fuck all of this shit. Pic related, it's how i feel right now, everyone hates the fucking war strider.
I know that feeling man, just let her go. It's hard and some days you'll fall back into old habits like looking up her socials, but eventually It'll get easier and you'll forget about her.Also FUCK war striders
It's crazy how you think I'll listen to you say the same thing over and over to make me break my promise to her. I choose her and I choose our promises.
Quit being a pussy and go fuck her hotter friend. That girl will be in your DM’s in 5 minutes. Getting your heart broken is something every dude deals with today. Suffering is a choice though. I mean that in a loving way anon.
>>34841302Thanks bud. Am trying my best to move on.>>34842284Lmao yeah, shame she is the hotter friend in this situation. Will do it if someone hotter than her shows up.
You’ll be ok bud. I know it’s shitty but just keep trucking bro. I’ve been in your situation before.t. Unc
>>34842358Meant for >>34842349
