After years away from this place, I still think of you people. Have any of you found a real, emotional sense of connection with other people, normal people? A community, you could say?I've spent a lot of time trying, but I haven't found it myself. I can talk to people but it's never quite right. I've learned social skills, slowly, the hard way, and I'm still getting better at conversations, but I still feel like I'm just wearing some mask, imitating one of them for a while, like it's some kind of party trick, and I can't seem to feel any emotional bond to the situation. It has never, ever felt real. I guess I want to feel like I belong with normal people, and connect to them like they seem to connect to each other. Have any of you managed that? Not just to talk to them, be around them, etc, but to FEEL like one of them? Have you managed it? Do you think it's possible?
>>34845825it's definitely possible. someone that's wearing their mind on their sleeve, revealing their power level is going to be considered maladjusted. most people are holding back their inner monologue whether they think you're ugly or boring.join some clubs, church, coworkers, whatever and see what you're willing to mesh with. it seems like you have a good start so keep it up.
no because i dont like people in general, also im not trying.they are uncivilised, brutish, uninspired, uninteresting, unsanitary, noisy, unwise, unintelligent, disrespectful and have lots of vices.i like my solitude, tranquility, serenity, peace of mind ecti literally would not know how others could be benificial to my standing in life. there were maybe 2 people ive met that were mildly interesting, that i wouldve talked to and who, suprise suprise managed to disappoint me. further lending credit to my discernment, intuition and wisdom.the only exception would be to have children so my genetics would be imparted, which too, is optional.but where would i find a demure, elevated lofty female that tickles me in all the right spots?he who searches shall find, but im not really searching.oh well
>>34845825Places with a pulse are rare and special, and most of the world is intentionally deprived of them. I found friends eventually, but never that kind of ongoing festival that this place used to feel like.Being a normie is easy, it is a shallow existance.
>>34845825First step, categorise people into further categories than just Normie and not Normie cuz there's way more types than just that
