I'm tired of feeling worthless the moment I get a moment of peace in my life. I don't want to feel like I'm dragging myself through mud whenever I am made to do a task. I feel like a lazy piece of shit, but like... I just don't get the fucking point? Why am I supposed to care. I could just buy a gun. Like I'm trying to become passionate in things again, things I used to care about. But I can barely play a video game or a movie at this point and I really have to play up my emotions. I want to care, but it takes so much damn work.
>>34846228i find motivation from other people, even as an introvert.people thinking they can lock themselves in a cave to paint the next mona lisa are delusional retards.being poor is another great motivator. if mom and dad are funding your neet lifestyle you're also at a retard disadvantage.
