am i making the most catastrophic choice of my life that by 30, im going to escape my parents home and stay at a nice play until all my money runs out and ill commit through suicide?the abuse in question: cannot cook healthy meals, not allowed to cook at all except for instant noodles, mom doesn’t clean the dishes properly so i have to reclean them myself. mom doesn’t make me do any chores because she probably has ocd but i haven’t cleaned my rooms in the five years i moved here. no job, no prospects, i only have the pc, the internet, a nice soft bed.cannot leave the house, if i try to i pay an absurd amount of money, cannot get sick, cannot go to dentist every six months, i pay absurd amount every time its like 100 us dollars converted if i want to leave and even then only 4 hours of time. so when i do leave for next time, i will make sure i dont go back home. i made a lie my luggage is for a “cosplay” please tell me if im fucking my life up or i should learn to live once i will die either way once my savings are out i pay for my food and i pay for the bills by sharing on rent utils etc
>>34847199Based. Sounds like you man but be sure where you belong in life and most material goods don't seem to matter to you. You also sound like you may be interested in travelling and exploring the world, which most people don't get the opportunity to do.
>>34847223*may not - not man but. stupid tiny keyboard.
>>34847199it looks like you're an expert in fucking up your life. i can barely understand anything you're writing.if i was your teacher i'd fail you, to make you retake english.what advice do you want?
>>34847199>am i making the most catastrophic choice of my life that by 30, im going to escape my parents home and stay at a nice play until all my money runs out and ill commit through suicide?Well, you clearly won't be making any more choices after you're dead, so I would think that would be the worst of your life, yes. I don't really understand why you're so trapped. Why can't you move away from your parents' house and then get a job? For that matter, why can't you leave the house?
>>34847292imi like clinical retarded like actual down syndrome type shi so any employers who see me just shake their heads and my parents have given up on me so i just play on my pc all dayi guess anon does have a point, i’d be dead yet i still for some reason value how much i’ll get fucked over when im homeless? my parents won’t take me back in if i leave and i can’t leave the house bc asian helicopter parents ykidk i just feel like before i do die i wanna do something i haven’t done before see a new view before ending it alldoes staying at home boiling like a frog that’s alive to it’s death living at all or a short lived one where i tried to get out of here? sorry for being stupid
>>34847315Life doesn't begin until you begin living an examined life. Going out and doing things is just as much of a pointless waste as staying in your room doing nothing. You have to start learning if you want to start living.
>>34847403thank you for a genuine sound advice.
>>34847315if you're in the us go to https://www.coolworks.comand get a seasonal job. they usually provide housing and sometimes board as well. it's a great way to get out and meet people because there's often a plethora of seasonals out there wandering about through life trying to figure out what to do with themselves. summers are usually the best time for jobs. winters usually are more ski/resort jobs.
