I'm usually the one lurking on this board, reading people's stories and whatnot. I guess it's the other way around now. I'm a little drunk. I guess it's only fair. God, I wish my girlfriend was just a little closer to me. All my relationships had plenty of sex in them, but not this one. She's constantly working, constantly doing something, and I feel like there's something missing, but I don't even know what. I just want her to touch me and love me. And God, I swear each time we talk it's the same thing. That she's just that way, that she needs time to get used to being with someone again. I don't think it's even a sex thing... or maybe it is? I suppose four months isn't that long. Maybe all this time I've been pressuring her to talk to me more, to tell me she loves me more, all for it to just be about this inherent need of fulfilling my own sex drive? I don't fucking know. I know you will probably laugh me off the stage, it's what tends to happen here, usually. Or maybe you won't? I don't even fucking know at this point. I'm kind of inclined to believe in an inherent empathy within people, but then again, the pros of being on an anonymous board like this are that you can always separate yourself from it all. I just feel so fucking lonely. And I hate it, because it'd be one thing if I was emotionally distant, but I just love her too much to be that way. I can feel myself separating myself emotionally from her, but I do everything I can not to be that way. Why do I always love hurt people? Or maybe I'm the one who's insufferable, and always fucking insecure?
>>34848215your problem is usually a problem after a year into a relationship. if it's this bad after 4 months, the relationship is over. it's gonna get worse from here on out.she started dating you while she had unresolved issues from a last relationship, and it don't sound like it's going away either.>>34847337you can try to fix it at a last ditch effort using what i wrote there. if you bring these issues up with her she might be willing to work through the problems you list and something productive may come from it.wait till you sober up though.
>>34848215Sounds like she doesn't like you that much. Maybe she's fine being with someone she doesn't like much. Maybe she will find someone she likes more then monkey-branch. But yeah she doesn't like you that much if she's not even willing to do some basic stuff to make you happy
