I'm a human being,who have very strange but definitive thoughts about the world.A few months ago I suddenly begin to view this world as a form of super system, a super system made by Emergence of multiple subsystems.To be honest i don't know really when i started to develop these perspectives.For example, i begin to analyse my workplace and seperated the people into group of clusters.Each cluster(group) contains elements(people) and forms a system(each element performs their role respectively).i started to see the world as a system that runs on principles like,Law of Causality,Law of equivalent exchange,Law of Entropy,etcI had also unexpected desire on studying specific systems for example ,Currently I'm studying, anatomy (body system), psychology (mental system), Ethical hacking (computer system),General System Theory(Ludwig).,etcThe problem is that ,I feel lonely and seperated from the world when i started to see it with different views,my emotions and my principles are clashing with each other making me unstable,i cannot express my emotions and thoughts to my friends because my mind see it as a psychological behaviour and a waste of time. Also my hobbies(studying systems) also destabilizing my academic and competitive exams studies . In short I cannot focus solely on one route.So i begin to analyse my own behaviour and decided suggestions of multiple minds will eliminate hindsight bias.So pls is there any suggestions?
>>34849548It legitimately sounds like the onset of schizophrenia. Go get checked out, especially if you are in your 20s
>>34849548Good hobby, don't make it your personality.
>>34849548yeah this is prodromal schizophrenia you can tell by the completely arbitrary categorizations and the utterly mundane subjects of those categorizations like ... the people at your workplace? they form a system? let me guess on the basis that they seem to act according to some set of principles, physical laws, etc.... NO WAY DUDE.... you're telling me the stuff that happens is governed by like... STUFF HOLY SHIT! YOU SOLVED IT DUDE, YOU SOLVED THE UNIVERSE... YOU!i'm going to just tell you straight up because youre a fucking retard but systems (esp in the vague sense that you mean) from the very outset are nothing but an ostensible regularity within experience itself not some metaphysical architecture permeating the universe let alone your fucking coworkers dipshit that's the problem with retards they spend all this time thinking they're mapping out the universe or some substrate of it when in reality they're mapping out their own heads and projecting it onto the universe in a paranoiac derealized manner because the inner distinction between the two has been wiped from their psyche... and that's all it was to begin with, an inner distinction, not a thing 'out there' - and consequently your thoughts are not the breakdown of something representational but merely the cessation of functional and/or selfaware thought within your brain...
>>34849548This is the mental breakdown that leads to spiritual awakening. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0dgKaz7VX_s
>>34849548I'm the same way. Some call it schizo, some say it's psychosis, others say it's high intelligence, some people call it possessing the Faustian spirit. No matter what it is, what's clear is your mind is extremely apt at seeking patterns and from that pattern recognition you are able to accurately recognise purposes and meanings. You can't get rid of it. Once you go into full observer mode and you see the cultural hallucination for what it is, a hallucination, you will always find yourself in very lonely company. You are someone who has seen the end credits of life but without dying. Most of the living won't understand you or tolerate you because when you point out their systems or predictable trajectories they will always feel either offended or annoyed. Some people tough will appreciate you, especially if you can give them insight to help them, guide them, or challenge them.When you possess both deep hindsight and sharp foresight+ you apply both mental tools upon the fabric of pattern recognition you tap.into a higher state of awareness few people live to experience. So make good use of it.
>>34849548Look into Holons, Holarchy, Chaordic Systems, and Ken Wilber.It's too abstract for me personally, but you might find it interesting.
>>34849742Not OP but Holarchy is probably what happens when society leans more feminine influenced. Its a system that demands that systems act as a single unit made up of parts, each individual making up a whole, like a communal unit. This would come from the projection of monogamy and nuclear family, family is the exact same, each member makes up one unit one family. Women typically want that same dynamic across all realms even outside of families, in workplaces and schools and wherever.
>>34849548FYI I am not op and have nothing to do with this thread -TheSunM
>>34849548Yeah everything's a system, so what? You gonna do anything to it to change it or you just gonna sit there and be a pussy and stare at others live their lives?
