I’m posting this as a last ditch effort. I’m a really obsessive person, romantically speaking. I’d argue I’m obsessive to a level of it being scary, I don’t want to get too graphic here but you guys can use your imaginations. I’ve tried therapies, medication, meditation, just being “normal”, trying to suppress it etc but nothing works. These feelings are so intense they’re intoxicating and I feel sick 24/7 not to mention the things I think and do. So at this point I’m open to any advice and I’ll try anything. Or do I just give up and hope I find people that understand me? Or just isolate myself entirely?
>>34853434Why do you think that you're obsessive?
I’m honestly trying to avoid getting to graphic as I’m not sure what’s allowed here because I’m newish to 4chan. I’m intensely jealous, I can’t think straight without my s/o, I become unstable then they’re not around. I love so much it hurts, physically and emotionally and it makes me physically sick. I have and would go to extreme lengths for my s/o and that includes isolating us both completely. I want to be hurt by them and for them to hurt me so I can offer myself to them completely and see all their reactions and sides of them no one else has seen…
>>34853434Vaguepost how are you obsessive and no our imaginations can't just telepathically know what you mean
