I struggle a lot with mental health. I think I experience symptoms of social anxiety, audhd, ocd, depression and bpd. I don't want a therapist, I'm scared to get diagnosed as it may not allow me to continue my carreer due to being either deemed too unstable/dangerous or due to meds and maybe I will also lose my ability to drive. On the other hand I do want to get better. But I also wish my parents or teachers picked up on it when Iwas younger so I got therapy and could just refuse to speak and be a problematic child. I want to get locked up, restraint and so drugged that I would just be a mindless zombie. I don't want to get better just get worse and worse and worse.
>>34854145I attempted to kill myself and am on a cocktail of stimulants and antidepressants and was still able to get an engineering job with a defense contractor. It's really not that big a deal.
>>34854152I don't think the meds will allow you to operate heavy/very big vessels and that's a bit of a problem
>>34854175Well my job is at a desk, not a factory floor so that doesn't really matter.
