>be apart of local music scene since high school>several things happen that have been taken out of context which has led me to be deemed a predator>social suicide>lose hundreds of followers "friends" etcI don't really have a reason to live anymore. Music was my whole life. I've been going to therapy and it makes me feel better in the short term but I know nothing will await me. I killed myself during the peak of my life.
>>34856822same thing happened to wifiskeleton dude. u just gotta start building urself up again and keep making music.
>>34856827I've actually been listening to him some. I was in a band for a year and we were just about to start recording, this shit happened, and poof, all gone. I doubt anyone from that scene would be on here, but there are so many layers of hurt and betrayal, not only from outside, but within. I've dissapointed myself because i went to levels that I never would have in the past. Im pretty young (LEGAL TO BE ON 4CHAN) but i dont look forward to anything anymore. I want to wifiskeleton myself desu. I do have some musical ideas but its nothing resembling what I wanted to do most in this moment. I guess I have to buy a guitar now.
>>34856842whats the full story?
>>34856822If you've done it once you can do it again. Even in a different industry if you have to. People do forget about these things, especially if you were never convicted of anything. If you're actually a registered sex offender though that's a different story, but even then I don't know if that's a death sentence.Let me share a story that might help you:>Brother is a star athlete and was valedictorian of his high school>Gets into his dream school, starts college during peak woke>Joins a frat, goes to parties, bangs some girls, etc.>He has sex with a girl who the next morning regrets it and tells her friends he took advantage of her>School gets wind of it and Title IX office has a hearing with him>He has texts from her saying she wants to sleep with him and witnesses who said she willingly went to his room with him, and seemed fine afterwards.>School doesn't listen to any of it and kicks my brother out>He tries to apply to a bunch of different schools but when they contact his old school to get academic records they find out the story and deny him every time>He understandably gets very depressed and does nothing for a year or so>Applies to local community college, doesn't even tell them he went to another school. They let him in and he gets an associates degree.>Uses that to get into another 4-year college at around 21-22 years old to finish out his degree. They don't even ask the old school for the records since college credits expire at a certain point>Gets a degree, then gets a job at a top firm in the field out of college>He's in his 30s now and makes like 250k/yr as a manager there, is engaged, and has a ton of friendsLater on he and my dad sued the school and actually won because they didn't give him a fair chance. Turns out the girl was a huge donor's granddaughter so it was rigged against my brother from the start. He was able to get a ton of money from them as a result.
>>34856876Im too traumatized to go into broad details. I appreciate you asking about my life and I feel like an asshole for not delving into the whole story, but if you have specifics I can maybe answer those.>>34856889my therapist actually told me another story that was pretty similar. No one is accusing me of rape, thank god, but this is good to know. It's just a shame, this is not where I wanted my life to go. I get good grades and I'm decently popular at my college (most of my college friends believe me), but I feel like I lost my tribe. I never wanted to make it super big or anything, just release that demo and that would be it. I've wished for this many times, and as I came the closest I've ever come, it, and several other coinciding dreams come crashing down all at once. I'm not even that sexual of a person and everyone knows that. The whole Idea is to pick yourself up by your bootstraps but I dont even want to do that, I've been looking for a reason to kms anyways.
>>34856822lol i lost the only "friends" i ever had after they betrayed me, but i dont have much going for me desu so idk.
>>34856971If you have any evidence beyond he said/she said or can prove that an institution wasn't giving you a fair chance you could go the legal route. But it's expensive and might not be as successful. I'm pretty sure the girl who accused my brother wasn't punished in any way, even after he won the lawsuit. That's just the way it goes, I guess.
>>34856990unfortunately, it is he said she said and its pretty stacked against me. However, i did catch them in a lie. but, that doesn't matter in the eyes of the scene, at all. despite me knowing these people for like half a decade or more.
>>34856971>Im too traumatized to go into broad details>aka if i explain it to you you'll realize i actually am a predator
>>34856822I cant speak on all music scenes but I am relatively involved in mine, and dawg if you're from a larger city you are fine. Make friends at college and you could probably just switch genres and have little to no issues. I got a call out post made about me for calling other girls fat, it blew tf up and people were mad at me for like two weeks before someone else got called out for something worse and everyone stopped caring.
>>34856822Muh followers stop being a social media faggot cloutfag if you actually gave a shit about music you'd do it regardless of having 1 follower or 100,000,000 followers and would not give a shit what muh retarded high school tweens have to say. Be glad your social crap dissipated now you can create a more tailored and relevant one that isn't just based off clout chasing
