Trying to be brief, I met a girl. Only one I've truly loved. Lots of red flags had me telling her I don't want to talk to her anymore across 3 very difficult months. Told me everything was my fault and escalated this rejection in many ways, including death threats, photos of family saying her and her friends will kill them, and getting me fired form my job with a story that had zero proof (in fact, I submitted multiple screenshots trying to keep my job showing her lies). I told HR and police shortly before getting fired and even submitted proof as recorded calls and texts of her behavior. HR "lost" my proof 4 times. Police report couldn't be submitted because she broke into my house and stole my phone and computer (but not valuables and literal gold nugget collection sitting next to my PC), everything that had my proof. Somehow, I was labeled crazy by coworkers, HR, and police refused to help. Lost my friends after this. This was several years ago now.I'm doing better financially. I've worked on a lot of personal goals and don't date seriously anymore, unironically leading to my successes. But I can't shake this absolute rage and hatred for this woman and her friends. Not just because of what she did, but because I truly loved her and I haven't felt love ever since. I did everything I could to show her a happy life. I made things for her with my bare hands, I had her back when nobody else did, I was there for her every time a problem occurred in her life (which quickly showed me those red flags given the quantity in just 3 months). I never once yelled at her or escalated anything, constantly calming her down during her fits. I honestly can't say I did anything wrong in the realm of a relationship (other than falling for the wrong girl, I know).
>>34856921I'm going through life now wanting the feeling of love back. But I don't think it will ever happen again. Every girl I look at I just feel like every story they tell me is a lie. And often times I find truth in that. I've achieved so much in a little amount of time, but all I want is to be loved the way I loved her. I enjoyed being out in the world but now I find myself becoming a recluse. And my thoughts are of her, both the love and hatred of it (yes, I still love her). I want her to suffer. I want to take her job from her and destroy her relationships. I didn't do anything to deserve what she did and I've never been so hurt about something in my life. Time isn't healing this wound. It's making it worse. I don't know what to do because I'm becoming so depressed that my intrusive thoughts are starting to regulate my day. Therapist didn't help. I don't know what to do anymore.
Bro. I'm going through something similar rn. Thing is I love this game. It's full of passion and makes me energetic. There is not else going on in my life, and without her it would be really dull and boring. Just enjoy this trip, really. And if you really want out, just get to the essence of why things are how they are. She probably did all this bc of some twisted sexual urges that she can't control and is ashamed of. Whatever the reasons are, don't let this experience with her further damage your beautiful character. Try stoicism
>>34857024Also to add to what I said: Don't try to change them. They are their very own force of nature: https://m.youtube.com/shorts/Lp-OYJpRfU8
>>34857024>she can't controlBullshit.
>>34857063Nah I say you burn it all down
>>34857478>Bullshit.And I tell you, it DO be like that. I know she's getting off on her V(!)ibrator Every. Single. NIGHT. Yet what she really needs is daddy giving it her the hard way. She can't have that so she's out there destroying shit, thinking she's a funny little girl
>>34857516Yeah. She's just being the same obsessive lustful way toward me she was before whenever she daydreams of me
>>34856921>she broke into my house and stole my phone and computerRight. So basically this only happened in your head and you're lying over the internet for ... I dunno why. Do you get your jollies off telling blatant lies?
>>34858269She's vibin
>>34856921Wow tldr blah blah after all that and STILL simping for her kek take a hint, find someone else. Stop bending over backwards for people who fucking hate you and ignoring the Becky who might actually appreciate you and treat you nicelyMaybe expose whatever she did to you and put it in a more digestible story to exonerate urself and take a deserved dig at her too
