I am an autistic wet noodle. I'm not a "nice guy", my hobby is aiming for being perfect and better than anyone at anything and doing things the optimal way. Real past times are the usual 4chan repertoire: obscure animu, old games, adventure movies, music you can't dance to, snapshitting birds and giving advice over mistakes learned.People seem to live in a world apart, daring about romance, gossiping about people, consume the most boring slop. I feel awkward around others, others see me as an NPC. So where do I find happiness then? Who do I belong to? Should I accept I'm just different and my kin is a branch of human?
You kinda sound like me.
Aren't you happy doing what you like doing?>People seem to live in a world apart, daring about romance, gossiping about people, consume the most boring slopWhy do you want to belong with what you look down upon?
at least you werent pressured into taking a highly experimental genetic therapeuticum which permanently edited your genomes via reversetranscriptase in 2021, so theres that.>So where do I find happiness then?you make/find it yourself>Who do I belong to?you, yourself and you. maybe a lil to your parents/gf/wife/God if applicable.>Should I accept I'm just different and my kin is a branch of human?idk do you want to accept it, does it feel right? you are you fullstop.
>>34865862Because I am a social animal, that culture is ubiquituous and I live in it. I want to enjoy the company of others. At least that initial contact is necessary to have them try the things I like. Plus I'm bored and wish an intelligent being would pressure me to try things I've never tried before and encourage me through the awkwardness.
>>34865669>better than anyone at anything and doing things the optimal way. Real past times are the usual 4chan repertoire: obscure animu, old You've already failed. You live in escapist lalaland whilst the normies are advancing their lives and forming families and staying informed n shiet>>34868203>pressure me to try things I've never tried before You don't need someone else to pressure you into doing that. Just try new shit yourself. Talk to others, gain ideas, try them out, report back to others, gain more ideas, etc.
>>34867915>imagine dying to a bunch of incompetent chinks playing with bat aidsYou know I hope they find a curefor the tism and imagine me laughing if has to do with utilizing those funky little biological machines.
>>34865669have you uhh tried finding likeminded individualsfor example people that enjoy the same shit you do
>>34867915>permanently edited your genomessounds like you are trying to brag to us.are you suffering any actual consequences from this or just throwing big words around in an effort to look superior
>>34865669hmm I'm you, and a lot of other people are you on this site. This is our folly - we go through our whole lives trying to be perfect, presenting as perfect, maybe even sometimes seldom think that we're perfect for a bit. But.... the truth is, we're fucking retarded. and everyone looking at us from the outside thinks we're a fucking embarrassment, they couldn't give less of a fuck about us and our lives because we just seem so out of place.the reality is that when you drop this perception of yourself and expectation of yourself to be perfect, you understand that you're nothing, therefore any time you do something - It's a blessing. You're not a normie, you're just doing ANYTHING to make you be SOMETHING. You aren't better than anyone, you aren't worse than anyone, you are like everyone else - a fucking nigger.repeat after me - I am a fucking nigger, you are a fucking nigger, we are all fucking niggers. when you understand that we are all niggers, then you understand that you are not special, and that you CAN go out there and be imperfect.We are only allowed to be so "perfect" in our own eyes because our parents enable us a lifestyle of sitting indoors and doing absolutely fucking nothing. we are not normal, we are not perfect, we are just wasting away riding on the shoulders of giants. accept that you're a nigger... and your perception becomes better. Then you understand, you're no better than them, they are no better than you, you're all fucking niggers. and as a nigger, it is okay to try. And it is okay to fail. And it is okay to be seen as a nigger and AGREEE, I AM a nigger.
>>34871067>a cure>for the tismuhm. just dont take any bioreactive adverse chemicals and or heavymetals whilst in your mothers womb next time and in your formation years>>34871170>sounds like you are trying to brag to us.no. i was tagging OP, not you. there is no "us". so dont feel addressed, if you arent OP. also OP by his or her choice of words and situationals made me believe they managed to withstand mentioned pressure so thats why they even deserved my presence and higher aeonic soph ea ITT. i have no business with transhumanists that take beforementioned mystery sauces, for free even.>are you suffering any actual consequences from thisfrom what? giving free advice to the best of my knowledge or using middleschool biology terms, that>in an effort to look superioryou fail to comprehend?
>>34871328>middleschoolgenetics or genomes are late high school biology or collegeand again what the fuck was the point of mentioning any of that? I guess there was none since the alleged experimental therapeuticum clearly didnt cure your assburgers
>>34869884damn real niga random spitting fax
