Forever yours. Don't throw me away.
You don't even know how much I love you because you are you.

At this point I wish I met the diagnosis criteria for some trauma bullshit then I at least wouldn't feel so pathetic about how dumb I am, damn.

im really opening up to the idea of suicide. death isnt as scary as people think it is. this one guy i used to talk to said he just never thinks about it cause it makes him anxious. i used to feel the same way but now im almost a little excited for it. idk.

>>34868306
Ya I mean it's the final thrill, the final experience. You really think you've lived all there is? Or just sad, bored with life? What's your deal

>>34868353
a million small things adding up i guess. i dont think i'll ever have the life i want and am very afraid of trying, its easier just to leave

it's over.

>>34868373
Mick told me you cant always get what you want, but if you try sometimes, you get what you need.

What do you need to feel happy, or content, even? I think we are so fixated on being happy being better, that we forget sometimes we are just existing. Like a bug on a leaf. Except we are hairy and think a lot.

Probably have too much time thinking. What do you like/what are you like?

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>>34868262
So many things in my life would’ve went completely different if I would’ve just made one simple investment. Invest in your security, protect your integrity…

I laugh at other people's fails to make myself feel better

These people are dumb as shit.
So you would rather fuck a pot bellied metrosexual bartrash sissy than a buff guy with a huge dick who's known to be a good fuck?
You all hate yourselves. Thats the only real conclusion. Dumb as fucking dirt.

>>34868467
Do you laugh at your own fails, faggot?

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I look like this please don't make fun of me

>>34868483
Where did you get that picture of me

>>34868444
i have ptsd and other issues and the best i could describe it is like a stone grinding into the back of my head sometimes. if i could make it all stop id be content stagnating and rotting where i am now, but it doesnt stop.
i dont know if i really like anything. i think if i put in the effort to dress up and do my makeup properly id like that. if i stopped finding excuses i might like learning to play the guitar. i might even like spending time with people if i got over my fear of doing things.
im overly self concious, even just typing this out makes me a little anxious. i usually end up regretting my attenpts at reaching out to people.

I would fuck dumpster trash too if I hated myself as much as you

I have this pethetic crush on a coworker and I feel like a loser for thinking this much about her. I know for a fact that our values are too different and that I am too much of a mess for her to ever find me even remotely attractive. She's probably only nice to me because I have to deal with a lot of crap from other lazier people I work with. It's become this unhealthy cycle of me getting dopamine rushes just from her being nice to me in basic ways and I feel like shit because of. I just wanna stop feeling lonely man

What's the point of /tv/ now

This place deserves itself. What a fucking swamp.

>>34868488
Ya people suck. I think I can count on my hand how many times I've been wrong about s gut feeling about someone.

I like guitar but my fingers are short and I'm not sticking with it. So I play video games and cook.

>>34868556
cooking is fun sometimes. im not great at it. sometimes i make pies. do you have a favorite thing to cook?
what kinds of videogames do you like?
sometimes i like thinking about/hearing about videogames. i probably like the idea of things more than actual things.

Why is /tv/ so damn boring

I think I have ptsd from witnessing a homeless girl get murdered

>>34868597
Wtf

Why do I get so cripplingly useless when it comes to packing my suitcase? I'm 95% done packing a 15kg bag, but it's taken me almost two days to do it. I've almost missed my flight on two separate occasions because of this. I get so easily distracted and overwhelmed seeing all my shit before shoving it into the bag, I fucking hate it, but I guess that's true for most things.

>>34868620
I didn't do anything to help

>>34868528
>>34868588
What did they do?

>>34868583
Not sure of a favorite thing, but I make easy baked treats and dinners - usually whatever looks good/what I have without needing yo shop.

Right now I'm playing starsand island and although it's pure copy of other farm/life Sims it's cozy and my mind is busy making anime farm

>>34868262
I've always been a terrible procrastinator, I put things off until small problems become emergencies. I think it's an ADHD thing, most of the time the thing I'm procrastinating on isn't a big deal at all. Like I'll leave a utilities bill sitting on my desk unpaid until they start threatening to collect on me, even though I have the money and paying it would take literally two minutes. A friend will send me a message and all I have to do is reply "lol" but I'll leave them on read for so long it hurts their feelings. Most of my life the consequences have never really been that severe. I could always find a way to salvage things at the last minute, like missing a bunch of homework then doing extra credit to make up for it.
Now in my 30s, I've finally fucked something up through sheer lazy carelessness, in a way that's life-ruining and irreversible.

I'm already exhausted from society, but having to deal with stupid criminals really wears ya out. Get your shit together anons we need to build together

>>34868654
It's getting less funny

>>34868667
>I think it's an ADHD thing
It's literally a symptom of it.

Maybe I’m the true you the whole time

>>34868676
I thought maybe they imposed some bullshit new rule or something. Idk, I don't use that board.

I wish my apartment was clean. How do I even find the time to clear out all my trash.

>>34868669
I think this is it.
We've struck midnight.

>>34868690
Yeah. Don't be like me, bros. Take your pills.

I talk to my ex through imageboards they dont know that i know

I can't take this loneliness and misery much longer. I have been miserable my entire life, and it looks like things are only going to get worse from this point. Unfortunately, I don't have the courage to take my own life, so I will have to endure many more years of this. I have basically no friends left, I'm a khhv, everyone I encounter treats me like I'm insane or disabled, and I am crippled by anxiety, depression, avoidance, etc.

A few weeks ago I got absolutely shitfaced, told my bf that I wished he was a girl and that I have a diaper fetish. Once we were sober I told him those things were not true but at least one of them is. I don't think I'm a lesbian though.

>>34868747
Diaper fetishes are seriously disgusting.

>>34868757
I mean yeah that's why I wasn't intending to tell him about mine :(

>>34868776
Welp, it's too late now.

I have been wanting to strongly prepare an exit plan via suicide yet I literally cannot figure out the most painless and simple way. The danger of "missfire" and living through a gunshot terrifies me so I will never consider that. I can't find an adequate guide for an exit bag since you can't exactly google that.

I want to know I can leave at any time when I decide that enough is enough but I can't even do that right

I just want to see those deep brown eyes of yours one more time.

>>34868814
In europe they have machines and in canada they have assisted dying. Maybe that?

>>34868819

elaborate on this canada option, though the thought of having to board a flight just to KYS kinda scares me since it'd give me too much time to over think and second guess what I'm doing. I'd rather just have a local ready to go option and commit when I decide it's time, rather than fly for 8 hours and be stuck in my own head the entire time

>>34868826
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Assisted_suicide_in_the_United_States
Thereare a few states withit legalized.

>>34868843
>only terminally ill adults apply
I'm an adult, but not terminally ill. I do not qualify

>>34868849
speedrun lung cancer

>>34868849
This is why you have to research the ones with terminal mental illness and pick one.

>>34868852
I think OP should develop anorexia because even if he doesn't qualify for assisted suicide it can still kill him

>>34868814
You live a life like food in a refridgerator. It isn't that big of a deal.

>>34868927
what

>>34868927
Rare schizo divine insight

>>34868718
Which one

I know it's not woke to say and it's mad hypocritical since I'm butch as fuck but holy FUCK scrawny bitches drive me fucking WILD

>>34868943
A game one

>>34868262
Keep waking up thinking I should be face first eating some pussy. I miss fucking my ex in her school uniform
Bleh

Everyone is insane but me

I hope he dies I hope he dies I hope he dies I hope he dies please god please, I'm so fucking tired of pretending he didn't ruin my entire fucking life just to keep the peace. Just kill one of us, I don't even care which one.

2 Months ago I made the decision that I was moving across the country to my grandma's alone after my sisters wedding. It is now 20 days until that day. I mostly of regret my decision. I am also an autistic NEET so I don't even know where to start or how I will socialize in this area of the country that's known for being talkative. I did it cause I hate all of my close family besides my brother cause the others would not accept the real me. Especially my sister's fiance.
Hes the most normie and lamest dude ever. I wont make it long but other than that he makes fun of everything I stand for and it sucks just watching it happen barely being able to put my words in. There is another plan I can do after moving which involves me getting a few thousand dollars to move with this online friend in a further away place but I don't know where I will get the money for that, probably months at a job I don't even think I can keep cause I can't socialize at all. Everything just sucks, I'm gonna keep disappointing people and I can't even drink it off cause I'm starting to get worried about addictions.
This world just fucking sucks

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Ive been unemployed for almost a year. Ive probably sent out 2k job applications and nothing despite having a ton of experience. I'm Running low on funds and debt up to my neck. Ive been trying to go to sleep for the past 5 hours but cant sleep because if things go the way they have been, I might be homeless. I cant even get a wagie job because they take one look at my resume and assume I won't stay with them long. I'm gonna stick it out for a bit longer but I dont know if I can take this mentally anymore.

>>34869145
Whats his name

>porn addict
>likes the idea of open relationship
>pot addict
>smoker
he's great but i have to leave him

>>34869328
Gasp!

I’m addicted to doing the wrong thing all the time and wasting my life. I’m afraid I’ll never find love. This horrible gnawing anxiety eats me away at night, and I’m done being self destructive so I have to exercise for a long time to feel better. I like to walk. Sometimes when I’m walking I worry other passersby will rob me but they never do. I’m going make it, I think

you being depressed makes me sad, i just wish you'd feel better, i miss you

Nothing will fix being sad you broke me

>>34868667
Have you sought a diagnosis/treatment for it yet? I'm on the verge of doing it for very similar reasons (especially hurting my friends with excessive non-responding but also for work procrastination and other shit too) but I have this fear of having a disorder on paper and pills I need to take potentially for life.

>>34869547
Cmon man

Might go on Grindr to pick up FTM women, dick them down and steal their testosterone.

AI made this world so gay. everything is gay and soulless.

Im such a depressed shut-in I have counted the amount of showers ive had this year. 17.

I gained 3 lbs this week while basically eating one meal a day. I feel like shit all week from low calorie intake only to realize im not losing, but gaining weight. This is fuckin depressing

>>34869843
What are you eating?

>>34869579
I was diagnosed as a kid, took I think adderall for a while? Hard to remember, this would've been the late 90s. Then my parents suddenly decided that ADHD is just "kids being kids" and took me off the pills (then acted surprised when my grades instantly went to complete shit).
My humble advice would be to see a professional if you can. I'd go myself, but it's yet another thing I just can't work up the mental effort for.

>especially hurting my friends with excessive non-responding but also for work procrastination and other shit too
I feel that, I've had people in my life that I just suddenly thought of, I look in my phone and see bro sent me a message nine months ago and I never replied and I'm like "welp I guess that friendship's over."

Weirdly, I don't have a problem with work procrastination. Although I think that actually worked against me in a weird way. Like if I couldn't hold down a job, then I would've had to have seen a doctor and gotten on some pills by now, but since it's just my personal life that's gone to shit nobody else is really effected.

>>34869883
For breakfast I have one banana and some coffee (no sugar or creamer)
Lunch is what i meal prep throughout the week and i usually take it around 1:30-2p, this week its been salmon, cauliflower and carrots
I typically do not eat dinner
If I get hungry in between meals I bring a protein/"breakfast" drinks to hold me over, or I'll have an orange for a snack at home
Ive lost about 50lb since Easter this year but I am at a wall now. I think lack of working out is holding me back, but I usually work 10 hours a day minimum so its hard to find time to do so.

>>34868262
If you found out your girlfriend did something with someone else while you were dating, but before you became "boyfriend and girlfriend", would you care?

If you found out 6 months into the relationship, so you've had her as your girlfriend for 6 months and you've done the I love yous etc. at this point.

And when I say dating, I mean you've done STUFF but not had sex, and she didn't fuck another guy either. But you can never be 100% sure what happened. You only know because she confessed to you

Would gtfo of there? Think "We weren't technically exclusive yet so who cares"? Move on?

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I feel really pathetic for working out and practicing my instrument everyday as a way of coping with lacking any intimacy in my life. I use nearly everything in my life as an excuse to call myself pathetic. Now im going to cope by larping as a normal person because normal people arent extremely self hating and they dont ruminate on this shit.
>>34869843
Do you workout at all? I like lifting weights because even if I dont lose weight from eating less I am still getting stronger or at least maintaining muscle. When I lost 30 pounds over the course of 3 months a few weeks ago I ate a small snack at work, ran 4 miles(5-6 days a week) and ate one big meal. Some weeks I would be up a couple pounds other weeks I would be down, I consider it a 5 pound margin of error so don't get discouraged over 3. Make sure you arent bloated/constipated as well.

>>34869971
>Do you workout at all?
I don't, and this is likely my downfall. I'm constantly working a lot of hours (I say 10 hours a day minimum but this summer ive been out the door by 7am and not back home until 9pm, mon-fri) so I am pretty tired on weeknights but i know its no excuse.
Did you have like a workout buddy or anything? Would be easier for me if I had someone to help share accountability. Frankly ive never worked out before so it seems challenging to set as a regular thing to do

Maybe I should try focusing on meeting other dysfunctional people. I just don't want to have to go to some kind of 12 step program to do it, and i don't want to rely on reddit. Where/how do dregs of society typically meet?

>>34869990
I am very adamant about not working overtime because I need time to practice music and exercise daily otherwise I feel like shit and do dumb self destructive stuff. However if in your case if you just wanna lose weight rather than gain muscle I would run/bike on the weekends and on the weekdays do some situps/push ups/planks for 15-30 minutes whilst watching TV. You can lookup on youtube a good ab workout or whatever other things you can do at home. Maybe get an exercise bike from fb marketplace.
>do you have a workout buddy?
Nah. It is fun working out with people but having a lifting group creates dependency. I get myself hyped to lift weights by making myself angry and thinking about shit that makes me resentful so Im not in the proper headspace to be social lmao. Although I do gladly talk to people if they approach me at the gym.
>accountability
This is a hard one, you have to make yourself accountable. It is definitely different for every person, you have to make it a habit by doing it for a couple months and then you will feel bad if you dont do it. I gave up and picked up working out 6+ different times in my life, I didnt learn to stick with it until I got fat as shit, became very mentally unwell, and became increasingly resentful about my loneliness.
>I've never worked out before
It is hard at first but it gets much easier as your pain threshold increases, especially for conditioning. Just make sure not to cheat yourself and get your heart rate up. I recommend reading about beginner programs if you wanna do something like running, biking is much easier imo but doesnt burn as many calories unless you go further.

>>34869961
It's basically over unless you're a retard

People may have their moments but it isn't the end of the world.

I’m sorry, but I don’t think I should’ve gotten back in touch with you. It’s great that we’re still friends after another misunderstanding, but that last text you sent in July was a death sentence for anything between the two of us. I still have feelings for you, feelings I don’t think you fully understand, and it seems you don’t care to know them any better either. It’s selfish, sure, but this is going to end very badly for me in any outcome that isn’t the one I want. You’re welcome to reach out and change my mind personally, but otherwise this is it. I’m glad we met, and maybe in another life where we were both more up front about what we wanted, things would’ve ended better.

>>34868262
Surely there's a decent girl in this thread somewhere, got 3 days off, want to have a bit of adventure with someone.
Can't be arsed with /soc/, wouldn't mind going to Europe.
Will be a gentleman and give (plenty of) head.

>>34870248
There is not.

>>34870259
I don't believe that, if I've learnt anything about /gioyc/ the women who post in here are here usually out of spite, to find their ex posting about themselves, or to have affairs.
I would like to find a fourth kind, but I'd rather not go on the apps again and act like a clown.

>>34870248
bro are you seriously looking for sex in gioyc

>>34868262
What do you do when it gets too much, when your life is just ridiculous, and you don't know what the fuck to do.

I don't know why things have gone so catastrophic.
Maybe because my dad went bankrupt, maybe because I was assaulted as a kid.
All of that is history now and that's just how "God" chose to write my life.

The excuse I use to not kill myself is that I'm still a khhv. (and I'm a huge pussy).

I am simply just too dumb to help myself. I cannot figure out what to do.

I simply drag my miserable little ass to work every day. They know I'm such an idiot. They take me for a ride. I cannot defend myself. I am aware of it all. Im a weakling.

>>34870335
Yeah.
I've been offered before and I'm bored and dying for the weekend.

Chat in here, exchange emails or whatever, move to discord, if it goes it goes, if it doesn't it doesn't.

Zero point zero zero zero zero zero zero zero one to the power of negative one hundred and three

What's the rush, what's the rush, what's the rush, what's the rush?

Last time I talked to my dad he was in the hospital, he had advanced cancer. He told me
>A few cute nurses here asked about you, they wanted to know who's that handsome guy and is he single
I'm a 41 year old ugly virgin so of course they didn't ask about me, but he was always trying to be positive and lift me up. It was his parting gift to me, trying to cheer me up at the very end.
I'm sorry for being a failson and for ending out bloodline

>>34869949
It's probably the banana if it's already riped and or the protein shakes. Have you tried alternative protein drinks and eating bananas when they're unripened

>>34870561
Maybe so. I like those both for the vitamins though. Not sure what i would have for alternatives with the sustenance + health benefits each give

>>34870245
Huh. I didn't know you had feelings for me. And I didn't realize that text hurt you that much. I thought you made it clear where I stood with you, and I thought you made it clear you didn't want me to bother you. But it makes sense given what you posted. I wasn't more up front about what I wanted because I was going away and I didn't want to hurt you. But all along I was trying to make it clear that I'd do whatever I needed to make things work out. I don't know for sure that this is you so I don't know if I'll reach out, but in case you are, I'll think about it. Fuck.

Humans have a shockingly high rate of issues. If you think about it around 1% of people have schizophrenia, about 3% have autism, roughly 2% have bipolar disorder. Roughly 1/20 people will have a serious diagnosis in the prime of their life. And that's not even getting into depression or anxiety rates.

After not working for years I finally got interviews after going back on aderall. I haven't worked in years and im doing this to help out family since I've been a depressed leech.
Yesterday I had to work on paperwork and watch videos in an HR office and also read the company manual. I got the job but I smoked weed one last time and now I'm freaking out about joining a company. It's for cooking but im still panicking. I'm freaking out, everything is so by the rules and the hr videos freaked me out.
Did I join a cult. I can't quit now I need money I haven't even started yet. I cannot self sabotage again I have to not think, put my head down and work. I dont like this environment. Why did I smoke weed for the potential last time if im getting these thoughts again. It's for the better of my self, I need money and have to help out. I just can't overthink the worst scenario but I can't help it i panicking. Everything is moving so fast

>>34870636
It's a miracle that we can get like 85% of people into employment.

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It is not my liberty to talk about the details, but the off-limits guy I've been in love with for years found his own off-limits girl to be in love with, and I was basically replaced by her. He'd tell me about her all the time, how great she is, how they can talk for hours, while also mentioning other women flirting with him and feeling him up, and basically I was in the cuck chair feeling like a chode.
Then the girl turned out to be fucking evil and set him up into a genuine NTR scenario and that she was hardcore lying the whole time and he was absolutely devastated.
>mfw the cucker gets cucked
It wasn't funny in the slightest but it's all just very ironic in a cosmic way.
Remember, do not the BPDemon. They're fun until they're not.

>>34870636
thats cause humanity invented this garbage called „work“. no other animal does it. if we were still berry picking 3 hours a day to survive even the schizos and bpds could handle that.

>>34870711
Schizos are universally ostracised, even in primitive cultures.

>>34870734
thats irrelevant to my point. i have schizophrenia and even when i was psychotic i often hiked for hours on end. i could have handled sustaining myself by picking some berries or killing a rabbit. it is modern work culture that is debilitating for anyone not mentally a 100%. it isnt surprising to see a large part of the population cannot sustain a lifestyle that has merely developed in the last couple thousand years out of millions of years of biological evolution. the post i responded to made it sound like that was somehow surprising, but the opposite is true.

Niggers talking about "frequency weapons" as if that's not just basic home utilities.

>>34870776
I'm more schizophrenic than you though. I win.

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>>34868262
Why couldn't it have been me? Why am I not there with them instead? Why did it have to be someone else that was chosen? Everything that I did....it didn't tell you what I would have wanted?
Couldn't you have just asked? I just can't stand this. I thought I had a chance. I thought I could have finally done things. I just feel like a massive disappointment. I wish I said something. Instead I'm the sore loser.
I thought I could have got out of this endless loop of misery and despair. And the one that could have helped me the most ends up going with someone else instead. I feel like a fucking fool. I'm so angry right now.
I just feel so sickened by the fact I thought I could have got to do things....I was so looking forward and instead reality hits me like a pile of bricks. No....I just can't have anything. This world has been so cruel to me.

I just learned today that somebody have an old hard drive from a dead air force member in the early 2010s and his hard drive happen to be filled with old 4chan memes and screenshots

I should leave/kick that cunt out. Had enough of her and her bipolarity. Sure she was there for me when I wasn't at my best but I told myself I'd stay with her only for her car and rent/money she pays. Now that I have my own car I should leave her and find someone better. Even she said yesterday that I don't really love her and that I am with her out of convenience. Couldn't even bother to deny it. 4 years we are together, all this time I am lying to myself.

But then it really is a question of convenience - I know her parents who have connections and could help me potentially, she is smart and earns more than me, plus I can save more money with her around. Best option would be to find lover instead.

>>34870844
It's going to be EFG, girugamesh!, user was banned for this post moot memes, baloon boy etc. I mean it's fun in a way but it's nostalgia.

>>34868993
I got a call from you and it was a recording and you were in a hair salon and your hair was wet

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I'm not racist, my best guinea pig was black!

He was a good boy. A good, good boy...

(until my parents incinerated him for breeding with his daughters too often or something after which the sons and daughters got incinerated too for existing)

I hate this pain in my stomach from this "breakup". It was long distance and she always pissed me off anyway but now that it's over I can't shake the pain away. It feels like I was cheated on and it happened before with another girl. It's this awful pain in my stomach and it's not going away.

>>34870168
Yeah now that’s how I feel kind of. In hindsight.

But I didn’t break things off. I went off and fucked a girl I knew was interested in me, but felt really guilty because all I could think of the whole time was sex with my gf. Never would have thought of cheating before that, but I felt like I had sort of been cheated on, but doing the same didn’t make me feel better. I just felt worse

Then after I went back to my gf, we talked it out and reconciled. I ended up having to leave the country and she followed me and now we live together and have been married for 3 years. Together for 8. But I still think that maybe not breaking it off at the time was a mistake in hindsight; I was just young and emotionally all over the place and not thinking straight.

We’ve just had a miscarriage of our first pregnancy. I think I feel really emotionally fucked up and it’s bringing back shit from the start. But now I’m worried I’ll never be able to forget it and move on

>>34868993
Ngl I was never crazy about them before about but one made it click for me

>>34870840
What's your story?

I hope I get a cute 8 on the hook soon. Then I can close this chapter and find peace. There are other ways I would like to use my creativity

I think somebody jumped off the highway I just passed.

>>34871163
I wish I was them

>>34870840
It's unfortunate you are going through that.

I have faith in us because I've never forgotten what it was like when we were together. How much you loved me. I feel the same. Dream good dreams. I can't wait.

This is weird isn't it

>>34871224
Mhm

Just found out I’m going to be a father and I’m 33. I’ve only been dating the woman for 2 months.

>>34871225
God damn it

>>34871243
???

>>34871253
They know

>>34868262
Why are girls from Tennessee so fucking hot
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

Just accept that you fucked up and lost me forever. Don't call me from your mom's house

>>34871329
If you really felt that way, you wouldn't feel the need to post that here. I'll be back.

I'd call you from my dad's house if I had a dad

You guys are fucking weird.

>>34871397
Ok but I can still be cute too

>>34871397
Alright well fuck you too then man

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thinking about my past and recoiling in disgust and shame

I'm making an ice cream sandwich and waiting for better questions.

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>rewatching house for the 6th time
I think I might have autism

>>34871440
This isnt atoga but you are welcome to stay and watch other people get it off their chest.

>>34871329
Nah. I'll call u from ur moms house.

I should have asked her name. That was rude of me.

>>34871263
They know what?

Are

You

Fucking

Kidding

Me

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so tired of the constant pain i literally cant do any of my hobbies anymore i just wake up work sleep because my fucking back and arms and hands hurt so much
im only 31 31 is young!!!!!!!!!! fcuk!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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>>34871557
JOKES ON YOU

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>>34871397
Sorry

>>34871565
fuck, sorry bro. I have chronic back pain too and that shit sucks.

If someone tries to be the better man to apologize for justified behavior, but you cannot for the life of you do the same when you are actively being an asshat, you deserve to fail. You cannot keep doing this shit and expect to get away with it forever. I hope you quit or get suspended at this point. I know soon enough I wont have to deal with your shit anymore either way. Go fuck yourself. You are an actual awful person.

You are so right I just suck and deserve to die I should just kill myself right now

i love ginger boys so much

>>34871705
Wut happened

>>34871234
boomers are not welcome here.

Yes, that song does make me think of you.

>>34872110
Which song shalakalaka punananana?

i peed my pants twice today. i need to get my adhd under control.

I need to get up and go find my laptop charger but I cannot stress to you how fucking comfy I am rn. I think I'm riding this shit out to 0%

Why do I have to be the one who has courage enough to stop?
Why do ALL the responsibilities in my life fall upon me, and me alone?

Just once, just ONE FUCKING TIME, can someone take care of me?
But strangers have. Faces from an endless crowd have corralled my self-destruction.
Random kindness. Random bouts of sympathy elongated this meaningless life.

It would be beautiful. Inspirational. Envigorating.
But their actions only ever end up being self-serving.

Preservation of what they love. I just end up in the way, and the best course of dealing with me is something quiet and discreet.


At least it feels good. Right?
The deeper I go, the more I doubt.
And all I want is to be sure. To be certain that this dark corner is the end of this.
It would be much easier if it were. Yet, the easier it is, the more I doubt.

And so the spiral grows larger and faster. My best bet is to end up so disorientated by it, that my end comes as a surprise unto even myself.
The only mercy my miserable self could ever expect.


All I can do is pray. Pray, pray, pray, and pray some more.
I should be a monk at this rate!

Just make a judgment. Heaven or hell. Good or evil.
Just end this miserable waiting. Don't make me do it. I don't deserve that.
Right? Please?

>>34872199
Terrible news, lads, now I have to take a shit. I need you all to pray for me that I can recreate this obscene level of cosiness when I get back

>fighting hospital bill
>no job / income
>family gave me money to pay it off
I can either pay it all off and put it out of mind / not stress about it anymore, or I can do a monthly payment plan (for the same total cost) and attempt to do financial aid (and have to submit tax returns as proofs).

I have bad anxiety so the pay it off all now is appealing, but I could save maybe 1k if the financial aid gets accepted.
Family is already telling me to just pay it off.
What do?

Note that I have to make a decision by tomorrow or it will go to collections (I spent the normal time disputing it with hospital, long story)

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>>34872216
I'm nowhere near as comfy

I think part of last night's troubles was me getting sick.my stomach hasn't settled yet

I fucking hate my cringe brother in-law. Hes the most normie dude ever who hates on most things and finds most things I like "weird." My family loves him though so im forced to accept this stupid cocky unfunny annoying bitch.

Fuck so tedious
Bye

>>34871234
Good luck - it can work if you want it to - but it's damn fucking hard. Been there done that and now we on kid #3

The new game is you getting out of your mud and finding someone that is able to tolerate you and your weed smoking , lying bastard children of friends. You can then send me your Orthodox wedding photo

>>34870245
all this situationship garbage and you never even sent me nudes. glad its over

I don't like humans. There are terrible people out there. Even the most honest ones abandon you in the end. Time ends all.

I fell in love with my cousin. It sidelined me like you wouldn’t believe and felt like a cosmic odyssey. My mind kept looping on trying to know whether there was even an inkling on her part (we have some intense chemistry along with tension and some… “flirty” history) but I never got confirmation. She’s legitimately a sweet and good girl. It can obviously never happen and I’m much better but I think my ego is still holding on to something. I never wanted to go through this but oh well. It was sickening to have such a deep bond with someone and have it have a hard line because of societal lines and biology. I even found about twin flames and felt like I was going crazy when when the twin flames lore lined up to my experience with her to a T.

But I’m not sure I’m capable of being just the big brother figure. I’m sorry. It’s too electric and when we interact and it becomes 1 on 1, I’m back to square one. I think that’s what breaks my heart. It’s that I can’t be there for her as a friend and brother figure. I think she can kinda feel that as well. I hate that this happened but I just wish I knew what she’s felt and if she ever thought of me as much I thought about her.

Actually I can say my time with my friends it's over.

Being alone is getting tiresome i wish i mattered to the few people i know

I think today is going to show a lot of BS, since there is a bunch already. Shame I have to converve my strength for this.

I miss you a lot. I think about you often, what we talked about, our bits we had, the music we shared and sometimes I even fantasize about what could’ve been. All this despite you hurting me the way you did. I wasn’t a saint either, but I at the very least admitted to my faults. it’s hard to believe that a simple boundary is what you couldn’t respect. Part of me wishes I could forget about you all together but I just can’t bring myself to stop caring. I hope you’re doing well, it’s just a shame that I can’t tell you that myself.

>>34869328
This was my ex but replace the open relationship thing with hyper sexuality. Needless to say it didn’t end up working out like I wanted it to.

>>34869696
Felt. it’s insane that saying this will trigger midwits who will call you a Luddite or something. Like no man it just fucking sucks

>"Did you get time off for this weekend?"
You mean for the plans you made without telling me? Shockingly no I didn't get time off for that. I must have forgotten to request time off just in case. I must have forgotten to stretch my clairvoyance muscles that morning.
This has been a problem ever since I was a kid. My family doesn't communicate anything to me. My own parents wouldn't tell me about plans, then the day of would arrive, and they'd bang on my door angry at me for not being ready.
>"Are you getting ready? NO!? WE'RE WAITING ON YOU! HURRY UP! WE'RE GONNA BE LATE!"
And then I would get ready and end up being the first one ready and I'd wait on the couch for an hour and a half to go to whatever no one told me about until that day.
Now I have a job and there's less yelling because I'm bigger and I can yell back but other than that it's the same thing. No one tells me jack shit and then acts shocked when I don't know jack shit.
I'm paying more than my share of the fucking rent. You're welcome. I'm glad you want to include me in family plans but at this point I consider being home before 10pm a personal vaction to enjoy so I don't give a shit what you do. Just go.

>>34873067
>I'm bigger and I can yell back
careful, domestic abuse is pretty stretchy. whatever you can yell you can also say calmly because whatever authority you have isn't dependent on the volume of your voice

>>34873082
I didn't mean it literally; I don't yell at all. That's why I'm posting angrily here instead. I simply said, "I didn't know about that so I don't think I can get the time off since it's short notice" and pretended not to be fuming underneath.
But it is something I noticed a long time ago. I'm an adult man now so they don't talk to me like I'm a misbehaving pet.

>>34869328
What a bum

I’m at the gym now and I’ve not had time to process my thoughts properly nor do I have time to rewrite this post and this is my first time on /adv/. GF (of 4 years) and me have been intimate 4 times this year so far (we live together). Almost every time I’ve tried to initiate I’ve been shut down so I’ve stopped trying. She has complained i don’t say ”i love you ” enough but she has never said it to me without me saying it first. Earlier this summer i helped her out with some expenses exceeding 1000€ (my whole summer side gig income) because of course, she’s my girlfriend after all. Well today she slapped me across the face because she didn’t like how i petted her cat, i was moving between patting (tapping) his butt and all the way up to his shoulders. She instantly apologised but i said a line had been crossed now (we have never been physical in an argument before).
Now thinking of best way to fuck with her head until she leaves my house.

I work food service and I don't understand how customers can some in and see how fucking smashed wall-to-wall we are and still decide "yeah I'll eat here but they better not take more than 3 minutes to get to me"
But I live in an area where people take the day off and eat out for two meals a day because they woke up and it was a little tiny bit sunny. Slightly nice weather is enough of an excuse when you work in an office I guess. What a luxury I can never have.

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Never forget the people who believed in you through everything and never gave up on you.

RIP granny.

>>34873189
Don’t stoop to her level. Just tell her to pack her shit and get out. Better yet, box it up for her.
What a bitch.

>>34873189
What >>34873210 said. And if you insist on fucking with her head, be an absolute gentleman about it. Pack her shit nicely and be nice to the cat.

My generation was lied to and older people need to die about it.

>>34873205
I wish people didn't believe in me. They were supporting me in pursuit of my creative passions and now I'm an unemployable failure in my 30s.

My parents got jobs by saying hello and giving a handshake and the bought a house the following year.
I have to go through three interviews and a personality quiz just to hopefully make $19/h and be able to afford a bag of potatoes one week at a time.

>>34873243
In my peasant republic of Great Britain, I know people who do the lowest level construction work making $23 an hour.
Give it a thought.

Why does it smell like freedom here? https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=McWHadLuRcM

Ist das eine tote Sprache?

>>34873205
She got bit by a bazooka?

I suppose that's the sign for me to give up on you and move on. Maybe in another life.

>>34873243
The worst person to work with is a dumb kid who never worked telling you that you're doing your job wrong because mommy said so.

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>>34870899
goddamnit

>>34873495
ahahahah what the fuck is this shit?
what is this thread?
fucking normie reddit faggot diary. kys

>>34873534
that's how they get ya

>>34873534
>>34870899
this push pull shit is why abuse relationships are so addictive i read
id probably put up with it too if shes that useful to you

Mike bro where are you

Im quitting on japan, never have I realized how ugly, and fucking stupid japanese people are there is no way i myself are japanese. Im fed up with how japanese think im ugly over fucking 5'9. Fuck japan and fuck anime. Holy shit gen z is soo ugly.

>>34873495
what sign bro it didnt work from the beginning

If I get another migraine tonight then its over. I might have an awful allergy or something idk

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I'm so lonely and tired of being single..I hate women not approaching, tired of not being important and tired of not mattering. Burned out, exhausted, so tired.

>>34873534
You need to dump her ASAP.

I want to talk to her

>>34873640
if you're a guy, you should be happy about women not approaching guys because they wouldn't be approaching you

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>>34870245
I know you're not the person I want to reply to, but I've gone through a lot in the last few months...we both have, and I need to talk. That last misunderstanding really fucked with my perception of me and you. Our friendship suffered, which is something that I never thought would happen again, not like this. Then again, I knew how you felt about be, I knew you had feelings and I thought I was doing my best to both respect them and live my life, but I understood that I couldn't have both things right now, we thought this would be the right time for it but that was not ture for me. I told you how I feel, told you how much you mean to me, and all of that was true, I'm sorry that my actions clash with my feelings but they are true. I do care about you, and I've wanted to talk to you again for a while now, even mentioned that in the message I sent you recently, but I can't. I think about you every day, I can't make it stop even though I wish I could, and I talk to you in my dreams but it's never enough. Can't risk making the same mistake again, so I still have to heal, but I will reach out to you in the future, I won't accept that this is how we end, not after all these years.

>>34872769
stay away from ur cuzin pervert.
incest is a felony

>>34873648
typical 'blaming the anon response'

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>>34868262
Kids meaning if you have them OR if you are one.

>>34873687
Add bots/Indians

>>34873675
Hoe math

I finally slept with my night guard in last night. Woke up without a headache, which is fantastic. Also my dreams of breaking my jaw into pieces by clenching too hard were replaced by dreams of breaking my very expensive night guard into pieces by clenching too hard so... progress I guess?

>>34873495
Just call her.

Jesus, feels like I can't just enjoy my life. Someone ALWAYS wants ME to bail them out for their fuckups.

I keep sitting in bed like, I really do miss you.
MDS, I would love to hold you and kiss you and passionately ravish you this bank holiday

I also listened to Downward Spiral.

I got this

>>34873563
Today is a work day, getting some dinner now

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Nevermind, today WAS a good day. I wasnt sure if the gas station would ever actually stock this and I'm glad they did. It tastes like ass, but that's okay by me

Saw one of those little daily post pages you like give you a shout out a few days back, felt happy for you. Then you came to me in my dreams, trying to reach out. As soon as I woke up I checked my phone but you weren't there. Then while I was out I saw your parents car parked outside a store I was next to. Are these all signs?

I want to drink

>>34874212
That's what I'm doing rn.

Damn what a fuck ass bitch

>>34874219
I might have to wait until tomorrow. I'm concerned it will make a workout to to waste. I mean would two or three shots really make a difference?

>>34874258
Take a day sweating out the toxins. I can’t believe you don't know that.

Walking Trophy (Lyric Video) by Hoodcelebrityy / Tina (HoodCelebrityy)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KwDJB0ALbZc

>>34873663
<\3 it still hurt, felony or not

It's weird going from not being allowed to make decisions to all of a sudden having to make them and being the only one who can with someone else's life in the balance.

>>34874331
What exactly are you referring to?

hope all of you retarded facebook refugees die of aids
"venting" into the void on 4chan is next level NPC behaviour

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>hope all of you retarded facebook refugees die of aids
>"venting" into the void on 4chan is next level NPC behaviour

>>34874450
This shit has me dying.

>>34874450
>mfw when i type "i hate my mother in law so much" in the "get it off your chest!!!" general on 4chan/adv

I wish I knew why I'm angry. A might know, but not me.

Wore a cute outfit and got railed by my husband so it was kinda a good day

Wish I could care.

>>34874450
>mfw when I post "Wish I could care." in the "get it off your chest!!!" general on 4chan
>mfw when I post "I wish I knew why I'm angry. A might know, but not me." in the "get it off your chest!!!" general on 4chan
>mfw when I post "Wore a cute outfit and got railed by my husband so it was kinda a good day." in the "get it off your chest!!!" general on 4chan

>>34874591
No one needs to hear you talk about that. Keep your stuff private and don't say it here

>>34874748
Get off the drugs.

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I took my first step into bulima today. Today was just... horrific beyond description. I can't remember the last time i've had such a bad day.

What happened to day cannot fucking happen ever again. Ever.

>>34874831
Why? What happened?

>>34874833
i got the anorexia mania. Nothing new, had this loads of times at work and moved passed it. What changed this time was that we got pizza as a reward for doing some survey. I've eaten pizza before, gotten over that so why this? Well, i had three coworkers, all fatter than me. One was eating a salad, the other ate no lunch, and the other made it a point to say i eat a lot for someone my size. So I did what made sense: went to the bathroom and made myself purge the posion.

As bad as all that was though, it's still not enough to totally ruin things. A huge punch to the chin but it's just that. I learned today that a coworker told another coworker that "if we all were stranded on a desert island, (me) would drink all the water for themselves"

That... fucked me up in ways i can't even begin to describe. I cannot believe i come across so selfish. And I know him, he was saying that because he's a dick that nobody likes and he enjoys hurting others but after today i am just... distraught. I spent an hour sobbing in the bathroom over that. It poked an insecurity so tender that I'm not sure i'll ever get over that, especially on a day where it's just a perfect storm. If not for this drink in my hand I genuinely, with zero exaggeration, would probably kill myself. Thankfully this alcohol will save me from that but holy shit man... i am in a very, very bad place. Today felt custom crafted to make my eating disorder the worst it's ever been tomorrow will be horrific int erms of that.

>>34874898
That sounds like a storm, is it always like that at your job? Seems stressful. I would put on music to shoo away the world at that point. If they provoke you to do self-destructive things, I would sooner keep myself away from them as much as possible. The self-destructive thing might seem like the easy way, but it comes with consequences as well. Throat complications, to say the least. If they do it again, come here and tell me, I will deal with them.

went into complete autismo mode about my favorite band instead of doing anything else today. they probably won't reunite again this decade. seems like health issues (maybe there's more beyond the drummer's cancer?) will prevail.

the worst part about it is that i used seeing them live as the survival goal. "don't kill yourself, the show is in 4 months" sort of deal. now it's all done. i used other artists to keep it going, but it's not the same.

it's fucked. they saved my life once. i can't ask them to revive themselves to save my life again. asking too goddamn much of other humans for nothing in return

>>34874915
i'm usually super menhera yet nobody can even tell. I remember one guy saying he was like genuinely surprised when i said i was having a rough day one timne. Literally said "I could never have telled." I hide it well.

Most of my coworkers are good and i know that guy was just syaing it to be mean, he always does shit like that to everyone. If not for the fact that everything was bearing down on me, i'd probably have just said fuck em but after all that it's fucking me so bad. i literally felt my heart break when he told me that. I probably won't do bulima again, not for a long time anyway, but tomorrow is going to be full lockdown mode sorta shit... i cannot have happen tomorrow what happened today, i don't think i could bear it without snapping in half. It was the sort of day that makes you want to commit suicide. I won't of course, but that gives you an idea of just how badly this effectyed me. I am heart broken. I threw up today on purpose, never done that in my whole life. I just want to feel clean.

>>34874831
I'm starting to wonder if my coworker is purging at work but I don't really known what to do about it.

>>34874933
I know, the want to feel clean spiritually is the main cause of Bulimia. I would very much appreciate it if you didn't do it again. Bulimia is a product of depression as well, but they will never make that connection.

>>34873205
>Never forget the people who believed in you through everything and never gave up on you.

She never gave up on me but I gave up on her. I hate myself

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>>34874939
if someone confronted me about it, or reported me to hr over, it would deny, deny, deny. Not sure if that helps, but as with anything ED related, the best solution is usually counter intuitive.

I am always silently crying for help but it has to be with someone i trust, otherwise i'll dig my heels in hard. you have to slowly tease it out or, unfortunately, wait for that "break" moment to happen.

>>34874955
not spirtually, physically. I got high off water today. That sounds really insane, yeah? But genuinely i did. I was feeling that mania but naturally hunger hits. Drinking water not only made my hunger pangs, but physically made me feel clean. My insides felt this nice washing sensation, it's hard to reallly explain.

But i have the same idea. I don't want to purge again, i have enough issues with anorexia already i don't need to toss gasoline on the fire. Yet the nuclear button has been pressed and now the temptation is going to be there. That's what kills me. It was my "break glass only in emergency" button because i knew it was a point of no return. The glass has been broken, unfortunately. Yet another urge i must fight with all i have no to succumb to.

It was just so sad too.. i was sobbing man. Just sobbing over the toilet. I cannot believe how hard i cried. One of my coworkers stopped me and asked if i was ok because it was written all over my face. Had to tell her it was an allergy attack.

>>34874975
>not spirtually, physically.
They go hand-in-hand.
>That sounds really insane, yeah? But genuinely i did. I was feeling that mania but naturally hunger hits. Drinking water not only made my hunger pangs, but physically made me feel clean
Yes, this is why people baptise in water or take a shower. Washing the dirt off is washing the 'sin' off. The main reason people or things even get dirty is because of 'sin'. I'm at a point with it though, that nothing makes me feel clean. I will never allow someone with your 'problems' to ever feel that way, though sometimes there's nothing I can do about it.

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>>34874993
>Yes, this is why people baptise in water or take a shower. Washing the dirt off is washing the 'sin' off. The main reason people or things even get dirty is because of 'sin'.

It's funny that you say that because during tanabata this year, i felt unworthy to send a wish and was having a relapse day yet i felt that cleansing sensation that i instictively recognized as misogi (and that pruification helped me eat without feeling bad about it). I never told anyone this but because i'm drunk i'm saying it now, but that was the exact feeling. Washing that sin away, the sin of food contaminating my insides and confirming my own selfishness. Being clean inside means having a clean soul in turn... it means being moral. It proves i am not a selfish person who takes from other people. Eating is a sin to me because, spiritually, it is confirmation that i'm selfish even though that's such a ridiculous assessment to have of myself. But ever since my dad called me selfish at age 10 for eating all the cheeze itz during a natural disaster, i have lived in that perpetual idea that eating is taking what belongs to someone else who deserves it more. I've never thought of eating as a spiritual contamination but it explains why kami-sama often step in to relieve me of it.

>>34875041
Honestly, I think one of the reasons the food is contaminated is because people torture the animals which we eat. No one practices proper penance. It's good that someone did that for you though, I've had it done for me with oreos and stuff. That's called cleansing the food. I don't think I can keep asking for it to be done though. Twice seemed to be enough.

I don't know why I'm in this thread, I've been reasonably happy lately.

>>34875071
What is it you're avoiding here?

When I was growing up, everyone was mad about asian immigration, and asians were considered dirty and unattractive. Now they're the hottest commodity. Meanwhile everyone's mad about indian immigration, considering them dirty and unattractive.
Is there going to be some massive surge of indian fetishism in about 20 years?

>>34875085
No. Lol. And who are you calling Asian, the Chinese? No one finds them sexy.

All that I did became so that I would become liked, to be seen useful and worthwhile. Now that I lost that I am left with no reason to continue to do my craft other than to sustain myself with little to gain. I have forgotten who I am, I just became known as so-and-so's partner. Not anymore.

Never again

I just realized I can make myself cum with my nipples doesn't feel as good but quite interesting

mfw I post "never again" in the "get it off your chestie, bestie!" thread on 4chin

>>34875127
>I just realized I can make myself cum with my nipples
For real? Gonna try this, will update with results

I make ragebait posts on mumsnet and I can't stop

Here's my latest

https://www.mumsnet.com/talk/_chat/5571759-questioning-the-timing-of-meghan-markles-product-advert?page=1

>>34875249
Not the name of this thread

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Every time I achieve something, I spend so long basking in it as if I'll never feel anything good again, and then spend more time wallowing in a refractory 'it was just a fluke' crisis of confidence, that I perceptibly lose progress by the time I finally do the thing again, like I can only function in mediocrity
It's all so tiresome

i can't see a reality in which i don't kill myself.

>>34874450
>mfw I post "i can't see a reality in which i don't kill myself." in the "get it off your chestie bestie" thread on 4chin

Is someone there?

>>34875426
I am. Are you okay?

Why is beign ghosted so painful if I have no reason to get attached?

>mfw I post "Why is beign ghosted so painful if I have no reason to get attached?" in the "get it off your chestie bestie" thread on 4chin

>>34875468
Who the fuck is you?

>>34875488
>Why is beign ghosted so painful if I have no reason to get attached?
Because you were let down, because they were retarded and did a cowardly thing.

Mental illness is one hell. It comes straight from hell.

I can't believe he actually had the cheek to act like I rejected him when he's the one who started dating someone else and never gave a fuck about me

>mfw when my 4chan janitor application gets denied so I start autistically policing people’s posts in the “post anything you want” thread

im just amazed by how many dumb normie redditors this board attracts these days, what the fuck do you stand to gain from posting shit like "miss you becky" on fucking 4chan

>>34875821
women and/or trannies

I miss Becky a lot though…

>>34875827
Need me some Becky right now fr

esl jeet doesn't understand the phrase "get it off your chest"

yeah bruv get it off your hecking chest m8

>>34875821
The lame "miss you becky" posts actually helped me realize how lame I looked way back.
I mean, you get it off your chest, others maybe learn a bit.
There are plenty of becky's, only one you, get better and get another becky.

Got him going crazy for poonananana

>>34875959
Stop leading him on Philippina anon, that's really fucked up.

>>34875971
Im not her
I just had that song stuck in my head all day

A girl who dumped me last year started talking to me again last month. I made it very clear that I no longer have feelings for her and I'm no longer interested but we could still be friends if she wanted.

She is now basically throwing herself at me 24/7, telling me how much of a mistake she made and posting status photos of herself that only I can see to try and get my attention. This has been going on for a literal month.

I'm now even more certain of the fact that women don't want a partner they just want a challenge or a goal. Once you're no longer a challenge in one way or another they get bored.

>>34875992
Did you guys have sex?

>>34875999
When we were together, yes. I found out she was literally just using me as a way to get back at her ex after the fact, too.

>>34876005
Just block her anon.

Okay hit me up apologize and then we can fuck

i feel like she probably has a great little ass

>>34875992
Women are so disgusting. They just want to use us for sex.

>>34868262
I FUCKING hate WOMEN SO GOD DAMN MUCH. FUCK.

>>34876205
Welcome back 'I hate women' poster

Still hopeful even after all I've said, huh? This means just one thing. That you all deserve worse.

Still as mean as ever I see

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=kGMGtXup5do

fun fact:
"tacky", "corny" and "cheesy" are all just fancy ways of saying "thing isn't cynical or ironic, therefore it is bad"
please let these words die, so things can be sincere and genuine again

Stop acting like you actually care, I don't like when people do that.
>Inb4 I can say the same about you
>Inb4 OP can't Inb4

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>led on again while she was talking to someone else
I really am never anyone's choice huh

>>34868993
though i like girls of all sizes, bony ones are my favorite (as long as it's from a naturally high metabolism and not some disorder)

>>34874831
Having an ED is fucked up in general obviously but bulimia is probably the worst one to choose, stop now or at least go another path. You'll wreck your teeth and esophagus with the downsides of *both* anorexia and binging if you go hard enough.

>>34876418
What do you think of superheroes with underwear over their costume?

>>34876642
nothing against them, why do you ask?

>>34876211
i was at my grandmas house and didn't have internet connection. i don't hate my grandma, for the record. i asked her about lindsey clancy and she said "if you're going to kill someone because you're depressed, kill yourself." she's wonderful. unfortunately modern women don't think that way.

>someone fucks something over for the entire house and we have to fix it
>this happend twice this week
Because i live with a bunch of sociopaths i genuinely don't know who it was. Why is the concept of not fucking shit up so hard to grasp for some people? If we were on a boat in the middle of the sea with sharks around I'm confident these retards would break any communication equipment like raidos and shit before secretly trying to fill the boat with water. NIGGER I JUST WANNA LIVE FUCK YOU

You guys were right. All food service jobs are the same. This new employer knows the reason I quit my last job was because they kept me on the closing shift so I never felt fully rested. The coming week's schedule was delayed for two days and just got posted and I have nothing but closing shifts and my days off are split. A low hour count means nothing when it's nothing but PM shifts and I haven't had two consecutive days off in a month.
I'm applying to Costco again.

Fight the future.

A six pack a day keeps the blues away

Sup

>>34877149
What in the future are you fighting?

>>34876072
Bih helll no
Wyd tho bussit

>>34877149
Terminator duh

>>34876235
What did you say? Cuck shit?

Something quite bothers me and saying anything doesn't really fix it, right?
To try and explain some nuance about some nonsense nothing doesn't really explain or achieve anything? What's the point what does it matter who cares?
I think it's fair enough to say there are lots and lots of things that really bother me.

I'm getting dumber and dumber and I don't know why

>>34877244
I don't think you're the odd one out here

It never mattered

>>34877246
Yeah, but it still sucks knowing my math, reading, and writing skills aren't as good anymore

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FUCK