Subject. i got into conflict with a certain group of people. said people smeared my name and got me even more singled out. anyway around 30 crazy foids wanted me dead at one point in time. basically the whole college made dirty faces at me. i was already suicidally depressed before this. its been a year and i still cant get over it. i really like my major,however this shit really hurts my grades. i stopped taking care of my appearance too. i look like a rickety homeless dude.anyway tips. ive heard isolation is worse than smoking 5 packs a day according to (((psychiatry))). this is bad because i do both things. cant really talk to people. forgot how to after 5 years of bedrotting prior.certainly dont feel like how a young man should feel. i sleep 3 hours a day at most. im trying to fix my body bit by bit by lifting and doing dead hangs. i feel put together physically. however i cant even bring my head up when i walk. i made some friends. theyre part of a big group. tried to join the group but as always some two or three faggots had to ruin it. gotten strangely used to being sneered at. disrespected. belittled this teacher turning his eyes away whenever i ask him something.if you made it to the end of this vent post,im glad you enjoyed it. hope youve been through something similar. im not into making friends out of pity though.
>>34872467Same as always talk to humans til some stickThe hell did you do to get the entire college out for your ass
try to work on your narcissism
