Some chick was sending me pictures and saying she would have lots of sex with me do everything and somehow I fucked it up. I am trying not to drink booze though I have a sober streak. I already ate an entire pizza a box of peanut butter cups and 2 liter soda. How else can I (non alcohol) abuse myself for what I have done?
>>34875057Top lel I have fucked up something that was more than a sure thing for myself too.It’s like realizing you lost a hundred dollar bill through a hole in your pocket only after having walked around for hours. It sucks and you’re definitely never getting that bill back but not much you can do about it now. Literally just mourning spilled milk.
>>34875062I'm completely retarded. I guess there's like a 1% chance she'll message me back but FUCK. It's been so long I think i've lost all sense of how to close the deal. Maybe i'll take a bunch of benadryl and talk to the hatman.
>>34875076>Maybe i'll take a bunch of benadryl and talk to the hatmanAnon that is highly dramatic and you really are better than this.You don’t have to resist everything that sucks and usually that makes it worse instead of better anyway. Just let it pass over and through you as a form of acceptance. It’s so much faster, if nothing else.
>>34875079I took a semi reasonable amount it will only even out all the caffeine. I probably should not try to talk to girls but I did. At least I had a few girlfriends a long time ago but it just sucks now. I need a drinking substitute.
>>34875089I think this is literally the only time I’d ever suggest this but is there a reason you cannot dudeweedlmao for a small period of time? It seems like you really do need some perspective on just chilling the fuck out. I’m a part time armchair psychoanalyst, part time autistic frog, and full time professional clown but it seems like you have some internal turbulence that goes beyond this situation. I’m not saying to turn into a stoner or just smoke your life away but maybe some chill time would do you some good.
>>34875093A few months ago I almost went to the dispensary but it's been years since I quit that. I wouldn't want to smoke or vape again though.
If one chick liked you isn't that a good thing?
>>34875106In the moment before I fucked up yeah. But it's nothing to me until it's in real life. Some messages is nothing when I fucked it up.
>>34875057>ome chick was sending me pictures and saying she would have lots of sex with me do everythingIf achick does that , especially through text, its ironically safe to assume that shes just talking shit and in reality inexperienced/scared/ not interested. You likely did not even fuck anything up because there was nothing there.
>>34875669I blocked them just now. I'm pretty sure they were just talking shit. It's over.
