I'm severly traumatized and I'm in a limbo between wanting to improve my life and killing myself. Other than that I really like philosophy & religion in general as a result of all these existencial questions I ask myself to cope with realityI am also into metal but I look more like a Chud than a metalhead
>>34901833theres no type of girl that would be a good fit for you.Just go out to start meeting girls. If you want religious go to church or join a witch cult to whatever you are interested in.Try to work on your problems so you dont mistake the baggage you bring into the relationship as personality traits
>>34901833The one that gives you the time of day.
>>34901833If you don't change your ideal partner would be someone that thinks you are hella attractive and a tortured soul that needs salvation.
>>34901992Tortured soul that needs salvation maybe but I'm below average looking so I doubt I would be attractive to her
>>34902111Good and/or excentric artists (sculpters, painters, writers, etc) get praised a lot by this kind of women but i think you would prefer to become a better self instead of sublimate your traumas.
>>34902144I'm not sure, to be honest. If I do get better wouldn't that make me more unappealing? Like losing that 'tortured soul' edge? I also don't think I could ever be normal, I could potentially heal a few things but at this point I think I'm too far gone to go back to any degree of normalcy
>>34901833You need a gymcel optimistic girl who will just vibe with you. Most 4chuds need that.
>>34901833>I'm in a limbo between wanting to improve my life and killing myselfWelcome to my life for the past 30 years. For the record I'm 30
>>34901833No girls want that. They are materialistic. Either get money or look better Wear more accessories and metal clothes like this guy. Lose weight.
