>>34907661
So you let other women get rapped because you feel sorry for yourself?
You're fucking disgusting.

Step one to healing is to delete his number in your phone.

it is my fault actually. i provoked him and told him he's disgusting. i also didnt want to send nudes. both of these things made him rape others when i didnt comply. now i do, and he wont rape ppl.

>>34907687
call the fucking police stop feeling sorry for yourself and blaming yourself it's wasting everyone's time
then go to therapy and get your abused head fixed
or ruminate in your misery

i dont DESERVE to heal. he'll just rape other ppl. no one takes rape seriously and if he gets away w it (which he probably will), it'll ruin someone else's life. i dont feel anything so i can endure this shit but.

also i kinda dont know if i wanan do therapy again, i tried and she didnt rly listen to me and also left me on read when she said i could text her in between sessions. also in a sick way, this man is the only one who's rly been there for me in life. hes fucking abusive but hes not like everyone else whos pretended they truly cre about me and i value that.

>>34907693
The victim complex is definitely one of the more stranger coping mechanisms to see on the internet.
You do realize he is just going to move onto a new girl once he's done with you right ?

Like he isn't going to marry you and only use you from now on. He'll eventually get bored. Then leave.

>>34907697
okay then enable him, let him rape you more, and other women, and don't get better
just don't act like you haven't been told

oh he wanted to marry me lmao the only reason he didnt is cuz i made myself more available. i wish i could date someone but any dude whos ever showed interest in me only thinks im easy and wants nudes lmao :/ i feel fucking sick w myself cuz i had violent fantasies of aborting a child if he got me pregnant and i made myself get nexplanon to prevent me from doing some shit like this. i hope for love thats intense someday, not gentle.

>>34907707
>any dude whos ever showed interest in me only thinks im easy and wants nudes
That is like the vast majority of guys. Even if you were a virgin and pure they'd still be try that shit.

>i feel fucking sick w myself
You are beating yourself up.
Why?
Of course you wouldn't want to have child with your rapist. The violence is likely because you've been violated. So your mind thinks the solution to violence (rape) is more violence (abortion).
Don't get upset with yourself it won't solve the problem. If you want to criticize yourself do it in love.

> i hope for love thats intense someday
As a side note, I hope you get that as well. I did and it really does change your outlook on life. The only issue is if they break your heart. Then you are going to go into a pit of hell you never thought possible.

>As a side note, I hope you get that as well. I did and it really does change your outlook on life. The only issue is if they break your heart. Then you are going to go into a pit of hell you never thought possible.

ive always dreamed of someone who would like idk beat this guy up or do everything in their power to help save me from them but i dont have a heart. its just easier to endure the rape from him and stop him from raping others. since he met me, he's only raped ppl if i dont send enough nudes and when i once told him to kill himself. i reigned him in.

>>34907726
no you didn't
you helped him find a prime rape target
stop glorifying your shitty situation

>>34907661
Didn't you have another thread on this yesterday?

Women like you are so fucking annoying. Stop typing like that. Type fucking proper english. Because typing like that just makes you even more fucking annoying compounded with your already very fucking annoying scenario I didn't even bother to fully read because it's so inane. Type fucking normal English or fucking kill yourself. You fucking retarded whore.

You kinda sound like me minus the rape. I'll slice motherfuckers up like deli meat who dare to intrude my consicrated anus.