Okay, I think I may have fucked up my genitalia. For the past couple months the right side of my penis (I'm left-handed). Has been sore/sensitive/hurting after I jack off. While soft, if I press deep into the flesh, I can feel... texture on that same right side, but only soft proper "meat" on the left side which doesn't hurt. I know the correct thing to have done is to just stop jacking off for a month and let my dick rest and recover, but this tenderness isn't something that stops my jerk sessions. So it's stayed sensitive like a deep-skin rash for months now. I tried scheduling a visit with my doctor but his wife just gave birth so my appointment got canceled. Don't know how long he'll be on family leave or if they'll just give me another doc. I pray to God this isn't permanent or Peyronie's. It's gonna SUCK if I have to live with this shit. I already have been for months now and it sucks that it's just a little annoying background thing going on with the most sensitive part of my body. I guess I'll just rest my dick, but as a closing thought I just can't help but think this some kind of deep subdermal scarring that is... just permanent. God, what have I done? I could probably write more but let me know if I should provide any more info. It doesn't "look" any different at all from the outside. It's doesn't have any kind of curve or angle.Yes, I know I'm retarded. But you should still probably go ahead and remind me.
Why did this even happen? I thought dicks could take tons of stimulation. Aren't males in nature supposed to be able to go round after round? It never felt like I was "death-gripping" or whatever. And yes, when I stroke it, the right side is the side getting the most stimulation because I use a reach-straight-down-with-my-right-hand technique. Sorry if that wasn't clear when I mentioned I'm left-handed. I masturbate with my right hand. Thought that was obvious.
