I've never really felt any strong connection to other people. I care about my family (parents, siblings, aunts) to a normal level, but not much outside that.I have a few friends (like 4) from HS and Uni, but I'd say I see them at most once or twice a year.Afai can tell that's not normal but I'm fine with that.A lot of people around me get into relationships with people they barely know, even marry them, and IDR get what they get out of it.>they want sexI know for a fact it's not sex, because they're really not getting that much of it. People seem to find me someone to vent to, i suppose they suppose i have no one to tell.So I'm left here thinking why they get so invested in this other person that isn't appreciating them, takes advantage of them, isn't sexually interested in them...?Is it really just social clout and pressure?Because people around me are always bugging me about it with "When's the wedding?" talk... but that doesn't seem worth it
maybe youre just a schizoidhave you thought about that?
>>34911344Loving and being loved feels good, even on the surface level, which is why people can jump into retarded/harmful relationships. If you feel fine with the way you are, there's no issue.
