Im feeling extremely suicidal at the moment and nothing is helping. Even thinking about family and friends isnt helping. I am actually concidering to end it all due to the future of this fucked up world and my mental health. Nothing is getting better. I cant go to a therapist because im poor as shit, my parents cant help me go anywhere for help because they don't have money either. Everyone has just been pissing me off aswell. Everyone ive told treats me like a one year old child or act like im the plauge. Ive grown apathetic towards everyone and everything. My hobbies dont make me feel better, learning new hobbies is stressful. I don't know what to do anymore and i need actual proper advice please. I really don't wanna do horrible shitThe image is just my favorite pokemon. Ignore it
>>34913057> I am actually concidering to end it all due to the future of this fucked up worldAre you like one of these liberals that think trans people will be imprisoned or something. Why would you consider ending your life over the state of the world retard?>and my mental healthBe more specific, what exactly is the problem? Are you feeling sad, bored? What mental health problems are you dealing with?The only advice that I can currently give is to do something you still find a minimal amount of joy in and just keep doing that to keep yourself distracted.
>>34913057You can't learn self love inside your room.How old are you? Can't you look for low level job that you can do without pressure?In this society we live, you need money to basically do everything. Even moving around requires money.If you have your own money you can at least have some agency on your own life and seeing people will also do good for your mental health.All you need is the means to create a life worth living.
>>34913057Why kill yourself when you can kill your enemies?
Im so fuckiing dramatic im sorry. Ididnt meant o post such a long thing i') lljusrleave
>>34913183Despite how it may seem from your perspective, there's a lot of people in this world who are compassionate on instinct and care to hear you out. It's just harder for that to happen if you don't tell someone about it, so it's a good thing that you admit these things, even if it's just as an anon on 4chan. It's ok to need help yourself, try not to put so much pressure on yourself like this. Tell someone close to you who you trust how you feel, it might help a lot just to be heard out.idk, I'm not the best advice giver, but I know that last thing will help, as it helped me and I've seen good outcomes for a lot of people who open up more.
>>34913057Are you in the US? Just about every county has a community health center with counselors, they take appointments and are subsidized to be affordable.Have you tried 7cups? I don't really use it, but it's like a forum for mental health and various issues, and they have people who volunteer to have one on one conversations for mental health support.Is skitty good? I've never used one. Clefable is my go to normal type and I tend to avoid two stage evolutions
>>349132687cups is TERRIBLE dont go there OP
>>34913268Skitty isnt that good but i still love them eitherway.I dont live in the USMight try 7cups when i worsen again. Ate a cupcake and i feel a bit better. Just hope my parents dont walk on me bawling my eyes out
>>34913278Oh. Didnt see this when i replied to the other comment. Thx for the tip
>>34913227Ok. I think i'll try tell my parents when im ready. I know they love me and i dont want them to see me worsen like this
Hope the redness of my eyes will disappear. I look stonedI've stopped crying now. Might watch a movie later to distract myself a bit
>>34913057>I cant go to a therapist because im poor as shitIs seeing a therapist online (via video call) a possibility? Do you have some local equivalent to betterhelp.com?If you get really desperate you could try asking an AI to give you some CBT exercises for anxiety.>>34913183>Im scared ill have to deal with global warming. Im scared of the inflation of koney. Im scared of water droughts. I dony think ill have any food or water intbe future. Im scared if being a worthless drunkie struggling on the streets. Im failing all my classes and im scared of disappointing my parentsHonestly, most of those things will probably happen. But you'll find it much less of a catastrophe than you thought it would be when they do. Humanity has much more of an ability to muddle through somehow than you would think. Here in London during World War 2, for example, people lived with the constant threat of death from German bombs; even if you made it to an air raid shelter, there was a good chance you'd get home to find your house completely destroyed. It's hard to imagine living with that kind of stress every day for years, and yet somehow people did. They just kept on making tea, and buying black market goods, and adjusted somehow. You will too, even if you can't at the moment imagine how.t. guy who failed all of his third year university exams, but muddled through somehow
>>34913341>I think i'll try tell my parents when im readyI think you'll find they'll be much more concerned for your welfare than they will be angry.
Maybe im just hormonal. I am a teenager afterall
>>34913357*hug*I had a day like this today too. Been at work shitposting and hiding all day. Feel better SkittyOP
