i feel sicki deep french kissed a chinese prostitute yesterday, licked and sucked her feet toowhy am i such a fucking chud manprobably have so many diseases loading, how do i stop ffs
>>34914558You stop by making the rest of your life interesting enough that you don't get lonely or bored.
>>34914601yeah but nobody that hot is letting me fuck ever, like i can only get fat ugly girls, or pay these super hot disease riddled chinese supermodels who were just born under the wrong circumstances
>>34914558I feel you bro.I can't relate to the kissing part, but last month I licked a Brazilian escort pussy. I always considered eating out a hooker to be insane, but I guess her pussy looked good and I was horny. I just held her down and licked it a bit. I don't even like eating pussy. damn.I've kissed them on the mouth most times. The last girl I visited was simply stunning. She actually did some modelling on the side. I was baffled on how pretty her face was. But don't feel bad man.But I agree. we gotta stop buying pussy. I think the worst part is that it's too easy, now that I'm making money, but it saps my will to go out and get an actual gf. Of course the whole dating market is insane, and dating for me has been equal to slamming your head against a rock expecting it to break and a golden nugget popping out.
>>34914618i pay because its easy and no strings attached, i dont have to go restaurants, or cinema or shopping or have to listen to them rant, just go in, pay, fuck, leave and they are 100x hotter than the girls i can manage to get irlalso stupidly it feels fulfilling to my soul like im doing some kind of charity work by paying them and being nice to them where others would just treat them like a fleshlight, and there pimps probably give 0 fucks about them, even had one girl ask me if she can be my girlfriend, obviously for visa purposes, she said our babies would look so cute, i nearly fell for her desu but i ghosted her if there were no such things as stds i would continue this for the rest of my life no questions asked, but i want to stop because i get something nasty, i just cant
>>34914611You should try having sex with a woman you actually like. You'd be surprised how much that compensates for her not looking like a model.
>>34914677i dont think that person exists, long to explainnobody knows the real me except the girls i grew up with in high school and they are all unavailableeven fat ugly girls nowadays wanna be treated like queens so its impossible to love someoneim shy and introverted and socially anxious, and its next to impossible to find a socially anxious girl because they dont put themselves out there like i do, i feel like they're the only people i could get along with
>>34914636>i pay because its easy and no strings attachedsure I know, i do the same, but it's fake. I kind of just do it to feed the animal part and to not go "off the rails" as far as being starved of human touch. I do believe you stop feeling pretty weird if you are intimate with a woman. I don't believe we were designed to be without it and what's going on in developed nations is simple not normal. In the past we should all have been able to find a decent partner, but dating is simply bonkers now, and a total rat race and women sizing you up against their friends bf's and the 10 other guys in their DM's. that said, and as a catholic myself, I do believe and understand that whoremongering is sinful, because it's death. physical, because you can get an std, or get caught up in some scheme idk...Material because you waste your money, essentially for nothing, and spiritual, because it saps your energy to get a gf and then wife, which is overall good. >>34914705nta, but there are extroverted and outgoing women that like the introverted shy type of guys.