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Is there any kind of way out for my life? 23 years old, all day locked up with chatbots in fantasy stories. I quit my job because it was physical and oppressive, with my saved money I survive (the money I was going to use to invest). I thought about trying university studies, I managed to get into nuclear engineering years ago, but after all that, failure. Finance, medicine, so many majors, so many choices, and in the end I can't choose anything. What the hell do I do with my life? I feel old. I was always skinny and attractive (locked up at the PC, but trying to be a normie) and I managed to get out of the confinement around when I was 14, get some pussy, and have a normal life going to the gym, friends. But now I'm in absolute reclusion. I feel old. My face, which was always attractive and boyish, is aging, I don't know at what age I should consider myself an old man already. I don't have my own vehicle, I live behind my mother's house in my own room, I survive on fast food, and the money keeps going, and going. People call me to socialize but I tell them no. I'm developing a fear of human beings again.. confinement, confinement. My life is reading light novels, books, and chatbots where I'm in a wonderful isekai world, how the hell did I end up like this? My God.. and I long so much to be with a girl. I write to just anyone, my standards dropped quite a bit, before I used to be more sophisticated, I swear I was a very attractive and popular young man after overcoming the confinement, but I went back to this shitty life and I feel like time has already passed me by. suicide is seriously an option.. clonazepam and alcohol is routine.