I live in my car. I can't make myself go get a job, or work on my projects at the library library. I waste the first 6 hours of my day on my fucking phone.I am a daydreamy dipshit, I spend all day inside my head. I want to make comics and I can't even get myself to do that. My mom was an avoidant narcissist, who made the entire house focused on her emotional needs. It took me til I was 25 to realize how much of my life I was wasting trying to appeal to her emotions and her lifestyle. Now I live in my car and I feel slightly relieved, but I'm still extremely dysfunctional, neglecting my health, my car, every responsibility I have regardless of how simple it is. I have a prescription for ADHD but I sparsely take them and don't even think adhd is a real thing.
