You guys ever seem to just really want to do anything?Like I’ll try playing a game I used to think was fun and then its just kind of a mid experience. Not bad but just not exciting anymore, and theres underlying feelings oc like - wtf are you doing with your life man? So I try learning a new thing like drawing/coding/new language or some shit but it turns out that shit takes actual work and I suck and I don’t just wanna be suckin’ all day, so you quit and go back to gaming or whatever? And just loop?
>>34916470>my retarded assEver NOT want to do anything*
>>34916470No, I'm just filled with homicidal intentions because on top of all my problems, I'm being harassed by the government, this is why I can't work and everything else feels devoided of color, I'm actually not bad on what I do, just don't see any reason to put any more effort than I currently do
>>34916470>Like I’ll try playing a game I used to think was fun and then its just kind of a mid experience. Not bad but just not exciting anymoreHoly shit so fucking true. I think it's just part of your brain developing. Children and early teens experience dopamine differently so im pretty sure ur just gonna be like this forever
>>34916523That is fucked
I have this but with little manic streaks where I’ll really get into something then drop it for years. Last one was DJing, currently in a Pokemon GO phase.
>>34916523I hoped you'd tell him he is depressed or something but that answer destroyed me.
>>34916470with gaming specifically this happened to me but then i quit it for a couple months and when i came back i had some of the most fun i’d ever had playing some video games. right now i’m back in that rut and i tried to do that same detox again but it didn’t work last time. if you haven’t tried this yet i bet it’d work though
