I’ve had a difficult life. Awful childhood, bad parents, all that. I thought religion was the answer but hit a wall in my early 20s because there was no one my age so I had little support or romantic prospects and it was a very retarded fundamentalist environment. I left, got a couple jobs, and tried to stabilize but I never really did. I ended up in a bad relationship with a woman with BPD and given my naive upbringing, it didn’t go well. It destroyed my confidence and I feel like a shell of myself.TL;DR: Despite trying to un-NEET, I’ve been unemployed for awhile. I’ve been addicted to porn since my 20s, and I basically feel broken. I have no sex drive. I’ve questioned if I’m a bender but I think my brain is just broken. I was on meds for a bit and they made everything worseHas anyone dealt with sexual dysfunction and shame? How did you recover? My plan is to get in good shape, limit the porn, and hope to god I can get back into the social hierarchy soon. Easier said than done but I will try.
>>34917116That sounds like a good plan anon. I think getting a job, especially a shitty parttime job, will help stabilize your social situation
