I make over $200k a year working as a travel nurse but I live paycheck to paycheck because I'm always buying cocaine from drughub (darknet market).it's to the point that I'm spending like $600 a day on this shit. I think I might have to move back in with my mom which would mean taking a (at least) 50% pay cut to get a local job. What is the next move here? Don't tell me to go to rehab, it would just bore me to death and make me want to use cocaine more. Plus I would lose my nursing license
>>34953657Start taking meth. It's cheaper and lasts longer.
>>34953657Retard destroying a 200k a year life over cocaine. May you have the short life you deserve
>>34953657>Don't tell me to go to rehabOkay, but if you don't, it will kill you.
>>34953657How long did you work as a nurse before traveling and what is your specialty? My advice is make a pcp appointment and get prescribed adderall and replace the coke. Or become an alcoholic or smoke weed or something instead? Idk
>i am addicted to drugs and they are ruining my life>don't tell me to go to rehabgo to rehab retard it is the only solutionyou will end up there anyway, under worse circumstances, unless you die firstnobody kicks a coke habit on their own
>>34953657CHOO CHOO ALL ABOARDNEXT STOP: CRACK PIPE
You're fuckin tahded m8
>>34953657$600 a day!? If you’re really doing 2-4 8balls a day, you’re in the danger zone. This is where a lot of people switch over to an opiate just to stay sane when they can’t afford their habit anymore (physically or mentally). Once you do that, it’s pretty much opiates for life, one way or another. That’s a hellish life. I can only imagine that you already have health issues like the beginnings of afib, deviated septum, or insomnia-related psychosis. You could try to taper down but you’ll mostly be miserable as your body adjusts to less and less as your new baseline. A good rule of thumb is that it takes twice as long to recover from a habit as it took to start it. The real solution is to figure out why you’re doing that much. My guess would be the job - the root of your issues and the perpetrator. Seriously, a clean break is not possible without serious consequences. Eventually you’re going to slip up and lose everything. I suggest planning a reaching-towards-sobriety 2 week vacation to at least try some therapy and/or rehab and/or tapering.
>>34953657go to rehab retard, shit is probably paid for by your job I bet...
>>34953675this also its helpful to function in the morning unlike coke which is great when you need to maintain a job
>>34953657Since you already know WHERE to get drugs from, I would recommend looking for and buying some Psilocybin Mushrooms (chocolate bars to be more exact). You can buy 1 bar for literally like $20 and it'll help rewire your brain (no seriously, its what a lot of hardcore druggies do, and you only need 1 bar), and their safe (just PLEASE be weary of any mental stuff, and respect your use of them) and that you're well-equipped for that, but other than that take some and see if it helps with your cravings.Once you do that, come back here and update US on how your life is going. I know you'll get through this anon, but take my advice.>t. I have tried it, and I wasn't even a druggie but it took away all of my cravings to wanting to try drugs again.
>>34953657Get addicted to sucking cock. Seriously. It’s so rewarding. I crave semen.
