I keep having dreams where a sexualized version of my mom appears, yes, I have traumas and yes I had a porn addiction that I developed as a child but it gets darkerIn the fantasy I'm tempted to let go and just have sex with her, that would make me a man who is no longer burdened by their conscience and essentially freeNow, my mom is not hot at all irl so it makes me think there's a demonic entiry at playI do want power but I also know I need to let go of that desire to be free but I am unable, what am I doing wrong?
You are not your thoughts. You can decide to not act in a way that would be embarrasing. That is power; Exercising restraint.
>>34961367based fellow occultistcuriousity kills the cat
>>34960999Digits confirm it is evil.Freud talks a lot about how everyone wants to fuck their mother.Most men marry women that are like their mother.Don't worry this is normal anon.
>>34960999Had a lucid dream where I fucked my sister and the sex was amazing.After that she kept popping into my head when I was jacking off. Basically the barrier that usually stopped me from thinking that way about my own sister was destroyed.The key for me was absolutely NOT indulging it. If anything reminded me of her even a little, I would go jack off to something else, the most different thing I could think of. Sometimes I would just stop and do something else. Eventually the barrier naturally reformed.For you, since it hasn't happened in the dream yet, it's not as bad. But I figured I would share my experience in case it's helpful.I will say you should stop believing that evil forces are trying to get you to want to fuck your mom. Whether they're real or not, I only see that making the problem worse. Fear can only feed it.
