i've tried posting this to r/offmychest and it got banned, tried posting it here and the character limit was way over. last ditch effort, text is in the image and in https://pastebin.com/iAJTZctL
>>34962090Let's be honest. You hate her because she's younger and hotter than you.
You will never be a real man. You have no sperm, you have no testes, you have no prostate. You are a homosexual woman twisted by drugs and surgery into a crude mockery of nature’s perfection.All the “validation” you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back people mock you. Your parents are disgusted and ashamed of you, your “friends” laugh at your ghoulish appearance behind closed doors.Women are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of evolution have allowed women to sniff out frauds with incredible efficiency. Even trannies who “pass” look uncanny and unnatural to a woman. Your bone structure is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a drunk chick home with you, She’ll turn tail and bolt the second she gets a whiff of your diseased, infected phallo. You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll buy a rope, tie a noose, put it around your neck, and plunge into the cold abyss. Your parents will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. They’ll bury you with a headstone marked with your birth name, and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know a woman is buried there. Your body will decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy is a skeleton that is unmistakably female.This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back.
>>34962098This, except there is time to turn back. You need to look into detransition communities.
Summary: A Difficult Dynamic Under One RoofAn 18-year-old transgender, autistic high school student shares a deeply conflicted relationship with their 14-year-old sister, "En." Living in a hostile, highly conservative household in Brazil, the author is dealing with severe, long-term mental health struggles, including heavy scarring from self-harm, past suicide attempts, and restrictive eating habits used as mechanisms for control.The core frustrations driving the author's resentment include: Mimicry and Identity Copying: En has spent her life mirroring the author's hobbies, music tastes, and politics, eventually adopting behaviors like self-harm and expressing suicidal ideation after seeing the author's struggles. Invalidation of Struggle: The author feels En’s self-harm (superficial scratches displayed openly) and mild stressors pale in comparison to their own severe, hidden trauma from bullying and years of deep depression, leading to intense frustration over perceived attention-seeking. Lifestyle and Habits: En often avoids household chores, struggles academically despite high potential, and frequently makes thoughtless or hurtful comments regarding the author's disordered eating.Ultimately, the post highlights a complex mix of heavy unresolved trauma, caregiver fatigue, and resentment toward a younger sibling who mimics deep-seated pain without sharing the same foundational hardships.What kind of advice or perspective are you looking for regarding this situation?
you speak a lot about your desire for control via your self harm, disordered eating, and suicide attempts. i don't know why it would be so difficult to understand that your sister might be doing the same - trying to take control over her own life in the face of a great deal of strife in her home. surely your difficulties have taken a toll on her and the family unit as a whole. if she wanted to be like you when she was younger because she looked up to you, then trying to emulate your current fucked up situation in the present day would make complete sense. clearly she loves you and is concerned for you. i think you need to seriously examine your lack of empathy for your sister in an extremely vulnerable time in her young life. you should be relieved she isn't seriously harming herself in an attempt to be like you - not resentful that she hasn't taken it further. ask yourself this: do you want her to be in pain/permanently scarred? to starve herself and do the things you've done? would that actually make you happy? this is so much less about your sister in my opinion and so much more about how deeply dissatisfied you are with yourself and your own situation. imo - you're scapegoating her for your own problems with how your life is going. she's a child reacting to an extremely disturbing circumstance in her life with little to no guidance. for the love of god grant her some grace.
>>34962107Needed this. Thanks ChatGPT.>>34962090You're retarded, selfish, and deserve everything you get.
you hate her because you hate yourself and dont like seeing your behaviors reflected back at you. and are abhorred that someone is trying to become like you, who you hate. her life is just as shit as yours, her mimicking you is probably also a cry for help or she thinks its a decent way to cope
It's said every time but pooners problems are literally always "I can't get over my easy life has to be paid down the road with bearing children"
>>34962090>My immoto looks up to me so much that she emulates everything I dohow is your response to this a complaint about her emulations not being as legit as the original>suicide baited her friends online which makes me hate her even more because i would neverShe's a newer model you fucking idiot. You know what your supposed to do if your immoto is doing shit you seriously disprove of? Convince her to stop! shes clearly gonna listen to your reasoning since she looks up to you so much that she copies you>frustrates me how she puts no effort in and gets coddled by the school.Chances are you got brutally raped by a family member (which is why your a tranny), so I dont expect you to understand this but family members are supposed to lift eachother up. I get being upset that she doesn't put in effort, that makes total sense. But being upset that she has an unfair advantage? That's a good thing you stupid fuck your part of the same clan Your sister ain't a saint, I can understand that from reading your putrid paragraphs. But when the complaints you have regarding her all boil down to "She idolizes me so she copies my bad habits but what about ME HOW CAN I MAKE THIS ABOUT ME " it becomes clear that you would hate her much less if you weren't such a selfish shitty personTheirs being depressed, theirs being autistic, and then theirs being a cunt. You have a sis that clearly looks to you for guidance every day and just wants to walk upon your path and your not able to have a gram of empathy for her? You just need to kill yourself. A human that is incapable of empathy is like a fish that cant swim or a chick that cant suck cock. Pointless beings. Why are you alive as a pointless being? Take that razor down the road next session and pray that your sis ends up realizing "maybe making my role model someone who wants to chop off her tits wasn't wise " I would say go back to r*ddit but as already established you need just skip the migration and kys EXPEDITIOUSLY
>>34962090watch imouto anime
>>34962098> the chud finger wagDoes anyone still take the time to read through all this trite? Snoozeville population: me