But instead it's just killing my soul...A friend of mine betrayed me by getting me drunk and high and then having me sleep with her. I immediately tried to sever any connection after this, until a month later when she told me she had HPV (the cancer causing strain). I'm luckily vaccinated, but she knew this and still did what she did. She also continued to sleep around, spreading her rotten cunt to more people. I was shocked and tried to convince her to please stop, or at least alert people. That was when I found out she was in serious talks to marry some guy (she's a Muslim and her parents picked him). I panicked, and she told me she had no intentions to tell this guy anything about her, I "professed my love" to her and she bought it. My whole goal was just to keep this guy from getting fucked over marrying a diseased whore, and to prevent her from spreading a deadly illness further. Now, though she's taken it way too far. She moved most of her stuff in, tells everyone how we're dating, and constantly talks about "our" future. I don't understand how she deluded herself into thinking any of this could be the case. She's terrible and has no redeeming qualities. She's also just a couple months from 30 and that's when she won't be able to trick any Muslim men into marrying her at that point. Their value plummets after that in her culture. I just don't know if I can last that long anymore. Ever try to sleep next to someone like this? Or have them say they love you every 30 minutes? It fucking disgusts me. I don't know if I need motivation or a kick in the ass telling me this all isn't worth it. I've already been damaged by other girls and this one just feels like the finisher. I don't know if there's anything left of me anymore. I feel like blowing my brains out everyday worse than ever, but at the same time don't want her to win after what she did.
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>>34963544This is a more than usually blatant larp. But okay, let's try to imagine it's not. 75% of the entire unvaccinated adult population either has or has had HPV, and hardly any of them actually develop cancer. (And of the women who are headed for cervical cancer, so long as they have regular cervical smears, it's not practically a problem - zap it painlessly with a laser and it's gone). So I think you're over-selling the whole "disease-ridden" angle a bit.As for this:>A friend of mine betrayed me by getting me drunk and high and then having me sleep with her.Are you telling me she forced the alcohol down at knife point? I don't think so. You chose to get drunk and high, despite (I suspect) knowing that you're the kind of person who can't control his dick under those circumstances.Now, maybe I'm wrong. If she actually spiked your drink without your knowledge, okay. If she had sex with you while you were unconscious, or so drunk you literally had no idea what was even happening, okay. But otherwise what happened is that you chose to get drunk and high, and chose to fuck her, and now wish you hadn't. You need to start taking responsibility for that choice. The rest of the scenario is even more obviously pure fiction, and very hard to take seriously. But if it were really your goal to "protect" men from a woman like this, all you'd need to do is tell them about her.