(pic unrelated), I feel inferior since im bad with girls, or they play me, also im anxious around them and dont really know what do to to get them, when o fail with someone i feel ashamed and like an inferior nobody, i know a fix would be to success but how do i get peace of mind, i cant imagine that there is some guy she trully wants, i feel humiliated and demasculated by thatAlso a part of the problem is my ego, i want to win and feel ashamed and like a nobody when i lose, especially if i havent won before which i havent with women,Also im a little autistic and i bond really quick and it lasts really long