>be me>30 yo gay>normal, healthy posture>bald but shaving>goatee that just kinda grows and there's zero care>looks 6/10, maybe 7/10 if I shower>above-average intelligence, but not the einstein within my circle of friends>friendless most of my life, found friends literally last year, therefore socially active>depressed since childhood, within last year depression hit unbearable levels>in psychiatric treatment since two months ago>extremely direct, shoving into people's faces the brutality of real life>at the same time the clown of the group>emotional like a woman, borderline bipolar but not enough for a diagnosis>takes care of the house>can cook>bakes cakes often>polyglot>into vidya but also nature because crowds and people really suck>super talkative, can't shut upWhat are my real chances of meeting a hot 50yo big hairy dominant intelligent caregiving daddy bear someday? I just want to know if I need a reality check because of my twink death or there's still a chance. This is not a /soc/ post because the goal isn't to find anyone here, it's about a discussion how should I set my expectations regarding future life, and if there's anything I can do to improve my chances.
>>34967085>within last year depression hit unbearable levelsEverything else in your catalog of ills is explained by this one. Get this treated and everything else will get better.
>>34967085I don't have a moral obligation to improve your disgusting life. Die.
"Normal" "gay"Fuck outta here faggot
