You ever feel yourself changing into a very vicious, sadistic, ugly person personality wise? I feel as if my very soul, (or whats left of it) has gotten darker as time went on and things changed. Is it me, or the world who is changing me for worse? How do I know? And is this bad?
>>34969967For me and my moon, everything will be clear and euphoric again when we are together.
No
>>34969967And to answer your question , that is something to explore and interpret once we are in person.
>>34969978Huh? I would think you identify with this
>>34969967It can go both ways. I had a wake up call after pulling a knife on some dudes a couple of times and I've chilled out a lot since then.
>>34969967Not sadistic, just far less empathetic.Vulnerability is getting to be much more of a liability as the years drag on. People seem to be more keen on taking advantage of one another; the world is getting very competitive. More than it ever has been.It's not a good thing. Defensive strategies take too much effort away from innovation. The world stagnates as scavengers loom overhead. Eager for any weakness they might spot, we all get stuck into a holding pattern.Circling the drain, as it were. A sad state of affairs, and I'm far too dull to suggest a realistic way out of it.If you want my advice, find your favorite distraction. Pray its novelty lasts till your death, and you'll never despair.
