Its been a year since I one of my good friends to suicide and it still pains me every time I think I about him, and I still don't know what was his motivation behind doing it, he had good relations with his family and had friends when he was studying abroad so he wasn't lonely or depressed but he did have his struggles with religion and I always tried to help him with it and he seemed to be going in the right path but suddenly there was a period of time (about 4 months before killing himself) were he cut contact with a lot people during his time abroad and I didn't much about it considering the difference in timezones was huge and he kept saying he was busy studying so I assumed he wanted sometime alone so I didn't contact him during that period because I didn't wanna bother him, but I still feel regret over it, I felt like I could've still done something or anything before he did it, and the pain still eats me till this day, how can I move on from this?
>>34972809since I *lost oneSorry for the ESLtism
>>34972809Many depressed people don't let others in, even people they are close to. He could have chosen to talk to you and ask for help, but instead he chose to kill himself, nothing you can do about that. I am sorry all this happened to you OP
>>34972809I was in hospital after this last one. I hope god either makes things better or lets me go when I try again.
