i dont watch porn but i have a scat fetish and it causes me a lot of shame and self hatred. i wouldnt eat poop but ive had it on my body and jerk off to the thought all the time. what do?it makes me not trust any of my own thoughts or ideas, i feel like theyre impure and tainted because theyre coming from the same brain that has a scat fetish
>>34973301I also hate that you have a scat fetish, but I don't think that makes you bad as a person. If anything, find someone who shares your disgusting vile fetish and don't feel ashamed of who you are. The only thing you're doing by holding that shame is making your own life worse
>>34973301Very interesting OP, could you explain your fetish, please? I'm curious as to what about scat appeals to you. How did you "have it on your body"?
>>34973338i like bdsm and im a submissive so i like being degraded and humiliated. being covered in someone’s waste is very dehumanising and it turns me on. i used to jerk off to the fantasy of getting a swirly with shit in the toilet when i was younger than 12, im 23 nowsometimes i like to mix together loads of dog food and pee and eat it and pour it on my head because i like the humiliation.i had it on my body because i pooped in a condom and poked holes in it and played with it until it burst and then i came. i also like spit, sweat, pee and farts so i think im just attracted to bodily waste. boogers and periods are massive turnoffs for me though
>>34973359Goddamn. I hope you can find a cute girl to poop on you anon
>>34973301Do you have any explaination that points to the root of the fetish? Like some trauma?
>>34973383not really but i kind of sexually assaulted two kids before i hit puberty. in elementary school i flashed my dick to a girl when i was walking into a bathroom, and at a sleepover i dry humped a male friend when he was asleep. i told a therapist and they said thats normal?
>>34973520Not judging you but I don't think that's normal, you were a kid so you didn't know the weight of your actions and you were more of a slave to your impulses, sure but I wouldn't say it's particularly normal, I would encourage you to focus on a more specialized therapistMaybe the one you saw didn't know how to give you a proper answer and said it was normal in order to avoid addmiting they didn't know how to tackle that issue
>>34973637i think a freudian perspective might be good for this, theres an old school psychoanalysis guy in my city but he’s really expensive. could be good tho. my previous therapist used to work in a prison reforming pedophiles so i think i was quite tame to him
>>34973520>>34973637Don't listen to this retard, that stuff is perfectly normal and it's part of growing up. It's a little bit like kids fighting or breaking rules. It's not something to be encouraged, but it's part of body discovery and boundary testing.To address your actual question, do you absolutely need the scat/raunch stuff to satisfy you every time or is it more of an occasional thing? The goal would probably be to compartmentalize your fetish away from the other parts of your thoughts. And this would start with channeling your energy towards a skill where you're not feeling like you deserve the humiliation.
>>34973301>>34973520Genetic inferiority UntermenschHylic
>>34973870It’s not that normal, anon. It doesn’t always imply an aberration on the part of the child, but early sexual expression is almost always a symptom of something wrong in the household. For example early/excessive masturbation usually belies a stressful environment in some way, be it parents fighting or yes, sexual abuse
