I'm off work for the week and I literally don't know what to do with myself. I have nowhere to be, noone to meet, and nothing to do. I feel like I'm wasting my life consuming cheap entertainment and like I should be doing more but I don't even know where to start.
I just got out of a BPD relationship too and it feels like there's a massive void in my life, I used to spend the best part of my day speaking to her and messaging her.
It's peak outdoors season right now, find a hike or a campground a day away and spend the next few days there. I would kill for a week off.
>>34977002Not a bad idea but I have no one to take with me and the nearest one is miles away
>>34977085Nigga ok and? So you get to walk at your own pace? Choose when you're eating? Sleep in your own hammock/tent? What is the fucking problem. You have a WEEK off. I would be 300 miles away from home on Monday night if I were you.
>>34976992Drink so much you forget you are depressed. Then ruin your life with alcohol. Then quit drinking and get depressed and repeat step one.
>>34977085Taking someone with you is a chore.
>>34977176I don't get how people have bad experiences with alcohol. It's so much fun.
>>34976992Buy a motorcycle, it's impossible to be depressed on a 200hp sport bike
>>34977322One drink turns into two a night. That turns into four, or six. Now you're drinking before work too. Now it's little fireball shooters at work. Now you're drinking to keep the shakes away. You feel like shit and want to cry about it so you drink even more to cope with the sadness and shame.
>>34977096This. You sound gay OP. I wish I had a week to just sit and read down by the river, go on walks and do it all again. I'm not an artist but I like pretending I am and start watercoloring.
